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My Bottle
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Ivy League Rock (phrase coined by Beejae in August '05)
On September 6, Beejae spent five hours in a studio laying down songs for the Double-CD. Beejae didn’t plan on recording an album as soon as he did, and according to him, he still hasn’t. “I didn’t record an album,” he stresses, “I recorded a demo. With fans e-mailing and asking me at shows if I had a CD for sale, it was frustrating to tell them ‘no’. And it’s always a good idea to have something to hand someone to book you a show if they require a CD” He titled it ‘Damage’, partially after one of the oldest songs on the CD, and also because he sees it as an “unfinished work”. With songs as brave as “Hate Crimes” (Martin Luther Deserved to die/stick a bullet in his eyehey James, were you sure, it was a hate crime worth going to hell for?) where he touches on racism, homophobia, and even Terri Schiavo, to songs where he bluntly states “When I said you were fake at best, I meant to say you weren’t even good at faking it / No, you wouldn’t Know real if it fucked your brains out every night.”, Beejae’s writing isn’t subtle. Instead of whining or complaining, all of his songs seem to attack whatever issue they’re dealing with. They are action songs, they are empowering to anyone who listensthey make you want to DO something (Somewhere out west, the sun hasn’t yet, knowing you’re too far east) A line like that can make you feel like there is always hope, but get off your ass before your time runs out. Seven years of serious performing, two EPs, four CDs, one Double CD, and over 150 songs later, Beejae still claims to have just started doing the things he’s wanted to do. Though only 22 years old, his solo career dates back to 2001, but since 1999 has been in bands such as Melodic Noize and Livid, formed DEADLock, and had a lot of regional success with a band he founded called The Peace, from 2002-2005. Early in 2005, Beejae decided to go solo for good, mainly as a way to be able to creatively do what he felt he could not in a rock band. The singer is moving to New York City in January 2006 to further his musical career. CURRENTLY: “Fashion” has become a TOP 10 SOUNDCLICK HIT: (Do your drugs /betray your friends /you may as well it’s become a trend /and you said you were never into fashion). Beejae plays Mr. Small's Sat. Nov. 5. DAMAGE, the debut solo DOUBLE CD is coming out TUE. NOV 8., but can be picked up starting Nov. 5 at Small's.
Song Info
Genre
Alternative Grunge
Charts
Peak #613
Peak in subgenre #25
Author
Beejae Ainsworth
Rights
Ainsworth
Uploaded
December 18, 2006
Track Files
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MP3 3.8 MB 128 kbps 4:10
Lyrics
I’LL ADMIT IT I’M A WRECK WITH OUT MY BOTTLE AND YOU’RE A WRECK WITHOUT YOUR MASK LET’S CALL IT A FAIR TRADE OFF FOR MY ANGER BUT MY BOTTLE’S A DIME A PAIR AND YOUR MASK TAKES A LIFETIME TO WEAR I’m falling on I’m falling in I settled on I settled in Don’t wanna feel like I can make it on my own Was feeling low So I said no Was settled on the words you said Hard as hell bounced off my head On the road we said that Trust is a funny thing, I guess Trust is a funny thing To try to grow No, I know, I don’t sing on key but I know I can still bring this all home I FEEL IT I SEE IT IN YOUR SMILE HOW’S IT FEEL TO KNOW I DON’T CARE? YOU’RE SO SMUG IN YOUR ABSENCE BUT AT LEAST I CAN SAY I’M HERE I’d wipe the words off your face I’d wipe the words off your nose I saw your vale and It’s certain That nothings for sure, you know I can’t really relate I can’t say it happened It never happened to me But that’s cos I’m smarter Than that to let it feel free To tell me what I want to hear I’m sure That it’s not that you’re more Secure With who you are Or who you were But rather: You’re burying it And lying to yourself It’s your choice It’s your voice You’ve always done this best But I’m not convinced No I am not convinced that this is not this is not a test I’LL ADMIT IT I CAN’T STAND IT TO LOOK AT YOU BUT I WOULDN’T WANT YOU LOOKING AT ME YOU SAID THAT YOU NEVER JUDGE NO ONE I THINK IT’S ONLY ME YEAH I THINK IT WAS ONLY ME It’s growing old let’s break this down I feel as though I’m coming ‘round Let’s start out now I’ll break it down: Cos somewhere out west The sun hasn’t set yet Knowing that you’re too far east Somewhere out west the sun hasn’t set yet I’m moving in I’m moving on I’ll pack my things And then I’m gone I’ll send you on your way I wouldn’t be surprised If you couldn’t look into my eyes And tell me that not one day was real What’s happened? You can’t tell me it didn’t mean a thing You can’t tell me it didn’t mean a thing You think yourself tragic You think your words are magic But I can see right through Yeah I can see right through the thing is the things you fear about yourself are probably all true BUT IF I WERE TO THINK ABOUT IT I GUESS MINE ARE TOO YEAH MINE ARE TOO I’LL ADMIT IT I’M A WRECK WITH OUT MY BOTTLE AND YOU’RE A WRECK WITHOUT YOUR MASK YEAH YOU’RE SO SMUG IN YOUR ABSENCE I WOULDN’T WANT YOU TO COME BACK IN FACT, I HAVEN’T EVEN THOUGHT TO ASK
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