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604 Vancouver Emcee Rap Sick Ill
I go by the name of gushgolly...don't know why but it sounds dope.
Story behind the song
Its some bs about what these girl put me through. She either Intentionally or unintentionally tried to mess with my mind. It was a bit rough...mentally and emotionally wise for me. So I vented on this song and let out all my feelings. I don't know I'm still trying to improve my recording techniques. If you listen tot his song you'll know I'm a total newbie when it comes to recording.
Lyrics
V1
Dear summer, yes we took our seperate ways/
memories stain, i'm weary, it seeps my energy to this day/
remember the woman that I set free?/
she ran away but from time to time she gets me/
yet she..is too distant for my arms too reach/
love didn't choose to rest in her heart for me/
and yes my love for her is hard to leave/
there's a huge gap in my world and half of me/
is missing and this time I got defeated/
convinced not conceited, you block my business/
and I know cause the eyes they see it/
I can't tell when you're serious or when you're kidding/
you're a hardbook to read, I mean it/
this part of you is not you! never seen it/
Look up to heaven, I start to reach cause I'm so defeated/
to search for comfort, determined God would make me complete/
can you see it? my scarred emotions healing?/
V2
You know the street code: the innocent never last/
so I stray away and walk on a different path/
wiping my tears with my hands/
so I start to grin and I laugh/
but now I realize you're just a dim part of the past/
I've been waiting too long, now I'm turning my back/
its you thats deserving a slap/
not knowing what you want
you were just playing dice with my heart/
your bite hurts more than you bark/
you're not as nice as you were/
exhausted, I started to see more/
as time went by there was a side of you I've never seen before/
trust me its not a walk in the park fellas/
its hard to take your mind off her when you're not together/
see what happens when you often change your mind?/
girl you got me experiencing agony one day at a time/
don't ever bite the hand thats feeding you love/
cause it might get tired and it might be only feeding you once!/
