ehh...another 'love' type song, not really to anyone in particular, but it was largely influenced by a girl i like, moreso on the second half of the song. I already know I can't sing...but I couldnt think of anything else for the chorus, so cut
Been making music since late 2005, been doing a lot of the positive vibed stuff lately, things that I feel are actually worth talking about
Lyrics
The same antics, guess I’m just a hopeless romantic
Takin a stab at it again like im addicted to sadness
Madness defines my mentality, my chance and morality
Life is going off on tangents you’re my snap to reality
Going back to back, back and forth wondering why
Captivated by your face, entranced from your eyes
Starstruck from the moment that we met a little while back
Had a little quiet chat, happy when you smiled back
I know I’m being vague and I aint mentioning names
I don’t expect you’ll probably ever hear these words that im saying
Maybe I’m crazy, maybe not, maybe I’m just insecure
Maybe I’m breaking every shot, maybe my words aint pure
I’m just getting it off, out of my head and into music
Fusing thoughts and words, confused from all these heart taken bruises
Using my own thoughts to try and cope with blues and my feelings
Just let me back to sleep cuz life is so much better in dreams
I wanna be here for you when you need a shoulder to cry on
You’re the only one that I got my eye on
The day goes so fast and the nights seem so long
Without you there to keep my heart beating strong
And youre the one who keeps me pushing through
Good times, bad times, I wanna be with you
Without you there, I couldn’t even write this song
I couldn’t be the man I’ve tried all along
You know the funny thing is, I’ve known you now for a while
But I never thought for a minute I’d be so moved by a smile
I guess I’m liable to act in the most viable ways
The most valuable face to my eyes, don’t ever change
We used to talk a little bit, I guess I thought of you different
I got to know you, you let me show you the me that I’m livin
But in the process I found out something deeper and true
That underneath it all somewhere I found these feelings for you
I’ll make amends to mend myself, I guess that’s what men do
Crazy for girls we got our eye on, more than I ever meant to
I’m trying to follow, but I’m stuck with cement shoes
Using my own views, and singing these dead blues
Maybe one day I’ll be able to just get up and say it
Get up and make it out this box, I’ve created and been placed in
But until then I’ll stick with the music
It’s kinda like you in a sense that I hope that I never lose it
