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The Hourglass
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This is a very depressing song, I wrote it about a year ago, it's written out in the form of a suicide note. I used a lot of emotion in this song so I hope you enjoy
whirlwind eminem hardcore
Violent rap with a message.
Hip Hop is in the need of something new, but in order to become stronger it needs to be destroyed. Wh1Rlwind will destroy and rebuild.
Song Info
Genre
Hip-Hop • Hardcore Rap
Charts
Peak #1,708
Peak in subgenre #260
Author
Whirlwind
Rights
2003
Uploaded
July 26, 2003
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MP3 3.9 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
Story behind the song
I figured I had to find a better way to express myself without ranting and raving and I figured this was the most artistic way to do it.
Lyrics
If this note reaches your hands, I guess I don't exist// I just hope you can get over this and hold me forever missed// Life was eating my heart, I used drugs as a gateway to bliss// A growing immunity controlled me, spending whatever for a fix// I kept it from you cuz the last thing I want is for you to be hurt// So my memory of you's wit me, I chose death in that T-shirt// You got me for Christmas, please don't stain your cheeks wit tears// Wit strong will I tried but my future looked bleek these years// I lived my weeks in fear, always mumbled, scared to be speaking clear// Thank God for academics, seemed I was only peaking there// But all good things end, low self esteem destroyed my grades// And to top it off I learned my only friend's dying of AIDS// Dad, I love you but it seemed I could never please you// Even when I joked and teased you, it seemed I could never seem to reach you// Your temper hurt me, instead of hugs I was inflicted wit bruises// A man spossed to love me but turned his back, a modern day Judas// It's too late now, sorrys and expressions are dead to my soul// How sad, you now say I love you, but Im not around when its told// But now that Im gone I hope for yall to say a few prayers// That my attempts of a good person earned me the right to Heaven's stairs// I leave wit you my tears and blood in this song to offer comfort// Even wit the veins in my wrists punctured, my love will protect me from hurt// Hopefully there will be a day I see you again, I smile wide// I started to listen to this song while I died// 3X The hourglass is empty Spillin my thoughts for a penny A young lamb sacrificed for the age of twenty Im alright now, please take heed to my words Remember the good times, pray for me at Church Mom you did everything for me, involved in every activity// No matter my wrongs, you refrained from laying a smack into me// Thank you for your patience// Thanks for being everything from a mom and friend to house maintenance// All the dumb shit Ive done breaks my heart, even in death im in your debt// I leave a tissue box wet just thinking how I've made you upset// Im sorry for imaging myself into a rapper pocketing a tech// Even before I die Im still the 5th grader naming you as the person I most respect// There's so much I could have done, yes, but the wait was intense// Just Know Im sorry, my true feelings couldn't be expressed wit any words dispensed// You were too good to me, no matter, I wouldn't ask you to change still// Im just glad that I could die before you so I could be your angel// Death has effects, now I get to expose the good instead of angry// To leave you pains me, but like I said please just pray for me// Even tho I'll be gone, I'll try to fufill yer Christmas wish// I might just be wit you in spirit but I still won't miss your kiss// To my sister, it'll be a while till we get to meet again face-to-face// We've gone through some shit but lets quit and erase-the-hate// It's you job to take care of moms, be sure to take-my-place// You'll always be in my thoughts making me smile while I chase-some-grace// Even before my vision darkens, I reminisce about the old days// How we were little kids playing wit every toy in our showcase// Hah, remember all the times you was picked on, I stood beside you// Anytime you did some shit I would take the blame and lie for you// I was your older brother, a father figure and what not// Tellin you my dreams and fears that rattled my head like a buck shot// Id protect ya, any look of hurt on yer face made my blood hot// I remember all the times we ripped each other, YOU ITALIAN SCRUB! hah// Yer a special person sister, don't have these assholes tell you regardless// They didn't go through shit like us, their perfect lives, mothers and fathers// I can only ask you to open yer heart, don't be so stoic// Whatever yer feeling, express yourself, damn don't be afraid to show it// In conclusion fami
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