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Am I Dreaming (Preview, Rough Cut)
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Excited anticipation of an approaching climax, thats Suspense.
Just hit me up via-email. I will work with just about anyone who isn't complete garbage. Drop a message on the message board telling me what song your wanting me to add. If I like it I'll add it and leave a note on your message board saying I added it. All I ask is that if I add it, you add the station to your favorites. Suspense304
Song Info
Genre
Hip-Hop Spoken Word
Charts
#1,656 in subgenre Peak #2
Charts
Peak #182
Author
Suspense
Rights
2006
Uploaded
December 05, 2006
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MP3 3.9 MB 128 kbps 4:17
Story behind the song
Life story basically. 3 major parts in my life
Lyrics
Woke up one morning after a bad acid trip... Realized I was all alone all my friends had dipped... I must've slipped or something out of consciousness... Nothing felt the same the whole world done switched... Accussed of snitching, Now thats some bullshit... To top things off I didn't even know this bitch... Spreading rumors to cover his ass from getting caught... Not there to back it up myself I'm at a loss... Get back and the whole damn school surrounds me... Waiting for the lucky contestant to come down and pound me... Nothing happened though and I had to switch schools... Shit traveled with me, that shit ain't cool... The victim becomes a victim twice like double jeopardy... Over hearsay with no evidence was feeling empty... Laying in my room eyes closed staring it would seem... Just wishing I could wake up, and it could just be a dream... [Hook] I gotta be dreaming, this ain't what lifes is suppossed to be.... I must be dreaming, this can't be what god's planned for me... I hope I'm dreaming, this can't be all that I'm supossed to be... I know I'm dreaming, This can't be my life that you see... Woke up a few years later to a voice on the line... Wiped my eyes off from sleep to hear my best friend took his life... Not the best friend at the time, but in the past we was tight... Starting thinking where we went wrong stayed up all night... Thinking bout how he had so much potential... To end it prematurely shit made no sense dude... Misguided youth, chose the easy way out of this mess... I'd thought about it myself a few times I confess... But this worlds to beautiful not to live through it... Every day since then promised I'd live to the fullest... Music's my therapy maybe cliche nowadays... But its the only time people stop to hear what i say... Feel like if he had what I have he'd be alive... Pissed off wishing I had a chance to say goodbye... Still I barely cried and never visited the scene... Just hoping that I'll wake up, and this could all just be a dream... [Hook] To the present, well my best friends got a wife a daughter... Wheres time gone, I can't believe he's a father... Remember growing up thinking bout high school and girls... We've grown up and made our way into the world... Seemed like yesterday that the Friday night game was the thing... Remember being the best man when he slipped on that ring... Another thing I never pictured he'd do... The girls perfect for him, daughter beautiful too... Now I try to figure out what I've done with my life... Crap job, little apartment sure as hell ain't got a wife... Feel like the worlds passing me by... Musics all I have so all I want to do is try... But constantly confronted wit haters saying I won't make it... Those 20 to lifers stuck constant on the day shift... Will I be another lost soul trapped in the scheme... Or will I wake up tomorrow, realize Its all just been a dream... [Hook]
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