Lyrics
this is as real as its gonna get for me,
this is as real as its gonna get for you,
this is real for me, this is real for you,
this is what we all just gotta get through,
look into my eyes you can see the pain im living in,
living in this world unjustly, too full of sin,
i dont wanna follow the path paved by my parents,
but if i cared enough, i wouldnt have inherited it,
an embarrassment, to my family and my friends,
i could never live this down, not even in the end,
even if i pretend, its always on my mind,
and if i have time to think, i know ima find,
a reason to hate them, a reason to cry,
i live in barbatem, for some just die,
an altimatum, wondering why,
most of us care, but some of us hide,
and if i lied, not only to myself,
id probaly lie, next to someone else,
im prolly better off, just saying im a mess,
but who'd id impress? no one none tha less, i guess,
i can see my demise in the upcoming years,
so many people lie, you can see it they tears,
you can feel my agnst on the course of my songs,
and if i try to move along, i always do it wrong
so i back peddle to what im acoustomed to,
and if i dont meddle, than ima trustful dude,
ima zone setter, 2 guns that bust at you,
but i know better, id rather discuss with you,
my own battles, and what ive been through,
then blow rattles, cuz i know its the truth,
and my health matters, i know ive seen the proof,
and the wealth shatters, and fades along with youth,
and watchu gotta do for you, is watchu gotta do,
and i aint gonna hate for watchu gotta do,
and in the lords name, this is wat im meant to say,
we live we eat we sleep, but we all die one day,
