Hard to Get Up ft. Napalm
Hot track featuring my boy Napalm (www.soundclick.com/thatnapalmdude)
He spits first, then me, then both
Kinda about struggle in general and perseverance
Been making music since late 2005, been doing a lot of the positive vibed stuff lately, things that I feel are actually worth talking about
Lyrics
(Napalm)
Over the years, I’ve tried to overcome it
I never tried hard enough, my God did I plummet
Why stay away from it?
Instead of looking for the answers, all in the right place
My minds a race and my life is pain
No Sunshine down here, its like I’m thriving in rain
Like being stuck in traffic, you cant obtain the lane
The misery's getting worse you cant explain this strain
The past continues haunting, I just cant forget
Is it true its human nature to want just what you can’t get?
In this land we pay for mistakes, and we favor what’s great
Is this our downfall or is this what makes us fly so straight?
Clear my slate, I’m ready to create a new heart for my chest
Work hard an why stress? When I die, I want to die blessed
(Nicolai)
So hard to get up, when this stress is gonna let up
It’s the setup for relief of the grief that ive yet to mention
tension yet to overcome, peace is teachin my lessons
To each I’m reaching my hand, I’m leaving with no protection
unarmed, alarmed by the way that my feet are going
Upcreek and rowing, in my desert it’s snowing
Through all the pains and the anger I’ve felt
Ive let myself become a victim to the passions of self
It’s so hard, each day in that I get this feeling
I’m keeping my composure and reaching up past the ceiling
Asking questions unanswered and trying to find some meaning
Ive been meaning to do it, tonight I’m following feeling
Switching lanes but the road to my life remains blocked
I tried to hit the brakes but I cant and I wont stop
I’ve taken every chance in my life that Ive been given
Wrote the story of my life with no time to live it
(Nicolai)
This is the moment that I’ve chosen to try and relive the past
To re-enact the anger, depression, sadness and angst
To replicate my strength I’m tearing down these walls
I’m tearing down the barriers keeping me from it all
(Napalm)
(Nicolai)
Livin life in the fast lane, I’m stuck drivin circles
I’ve been working so hard but it seems none of its worth it
Seems like nothing is working, it’s only hurtin me more
Searching through the past and everything is worse then before
