Lyrics
Intro
aight look,
this is my story..............
of everyday life,
chorus
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Take me to a place, far away in the skys,
please save my soul, please answer my crys,
hand me tha hope, to keep my head high,
give me the strength, that i need to survive,
give me the faith, i need to believe,
take away my pain, let me be relevied,
im talkin to ya lord, this my final plea...
Ima spread my wings, so let me fly free..
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Verse 1
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Im tryna make progress, But im fuckin stressed,
How can i make moves, when im stuck in debt?
Ima failure, No i dont deserve the best,
im so fuckin dumb, i fail my drivin test,
my lifes a mess, i got no time to my self,
im writin these rhymes, while im stackin shelves,
People say to me, youve still got ya health,
Id sell my soul, just to have some wealth,
sick of earnin shit pay, on asda wage,
i cant afford brand food, im on asda range,
Ill never find a real job, cos i got shit grades,
in my whole fucking life, ive never got an A,
i had no money for a gift, on my girls birth day,
She deserves better, will She leave some day?
or stay by my side, Will she run an stray?
Ima fuckin let down, why is it that way?
no eascape, no door, no key, im trapped,
I cant affored to pay bills, cos my pay gets taxed,
I feel like there laughin at me, behind ma back,
I degrade myself, Bein white, tryna rap,
Im fearin tha worst, im losing sleep,
Fucking 10 hour shifts, 5 days a week,
Too much on my plate, my hills too steep
Im fuckin worn out, Now my spine is weak,
chorus
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Take me to a place, far away in the skys,
please save my soul, please answer my crys,
hand me tha hope, to keep my head high,
give me the strength, that i need to survive,
give me the faith, i need to believe,
take away my pain, let me be relevied,
im talkin to ya lord, this my final plea...
Ima spread my wings, so let me fly free..
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Verse 2
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i see through tha mist, a Wrath of Strain,
If only these pills, could ease tha pain,
I cant look in tha mirror, cos i feel ashamed,
i wander in tha night, in tha freezing rain,
If only tha liquor, could drown tha sorrow,
Im lost in my life, need a path to follow,
Im short on change, You got a quid to borrow?
Im sick of promising, to pay tommorow
Im trying so hard, i never get to rest,
my Legs are frail, too much weight on my chest
a mock myself, Ill never have respect,
I cant take tha pressure, im short on breath
Lord must be angry, with my spoken words,
ive got bad luck, or ive been cursed
ive struggled through life, eversince birth
it just influenced me, to spit this verse,
My life aint to bright, everydays a struggle,
I cant see tha light, Like an endless tunnel,
I pray to tha sky, im askin christ,
Will i make it to heaven, or tha afterlife,
Had a dream tha otha day, Of tha easy way out,
Im losing faith, an im startin to doubt,
Cock back tha strap, Put tha barrel in my mouth,
Scream fuck tha world, an blow my fuckinbrains out, (GUNSHOT)