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She sits in her bathroom, Wishing that the pain, regret and scars would just go away. Hoping that in death, she'll find life. She starts to cry uncontrollably. "Why? Why?" She curls up into a little ball, rocking back and forth, the tears falling down her face. " I'm sorry OK? I said I'm sorry, please, go away. I never meant to hurt myself, or anyone, just please go away... I'm sorry... Please..." She cant handle it anymore. She grabs the razor. Crying with so much pain and so much love. She cant understand why she is so unhappy, with her life, with everything. Why she is in so much pain. There are alot of people who love her so dearly... A boyfriend who would give his life for hers, and a best friend, who loves her more than the world itself. She should be happy, there is no reason why she shouldn't be, but she isn't and she doesn't know why, why she sits here thinking about death, why she hates herself so much. The razor blade poised above her left wrist. She presses down and the doorbell rings, she jumps, making the blade press deeper. Her tears still falling. The bell rings again making the razor slides... By the time her best friend enters the house it's too late. He sees the only person he will ever truly love, fall to the ground, her face awash with tears... Crumpled on the floor, blood everywhere... He rushes over to catch her, to take away her pain, to hold her... But it's too late, she slipped away with every drop of blood and every tear that fell... He screams with pain... He blames herself for not doing anything, he thinks its his fault that this happened. He is in so much pain, he loves her best friend so much... He hates himself for not helping her, for not stopping her pain. He clutches the body of his once best friend... Feeling so empty inside.. He wants her to wake up. He didn't know she was suffering, that she was in any pain. She only told him what he wanted to hear knowing he would of done anything to help her. He feels so scared and alone, wishing that she would open her eyes, that the colour would stop draining away from her lifeless face... His tears fall down... Blinded with emotion, his own life seeping away with every tear he sheds. It felt as if he was in a dream. Staring at his best friends lifeless body, the reality washed over him... His best friend was gone, he could never talk to her again, never laugh or smile with her again, he would never hear her sweet voice, and feel her hand patting his back as she cried on her shoulder, comforting her... He was all alone... He had nobody... He wanted to be with her again, holding her in his arms, feeling her hugging back... But that could never be, ever again... There was so much pain, so much love for the lifeless body he was holding... He wanted to die.... Picking up razor on the ground it finds his wrist. He takes one last look at her pale face, kisses her matted hair... Hugging her tightly, slides the razor... numb to everything... Still holding her body he hugs her as tight as he can, never wanting to let go, never wanting to give up on his love for her and With his last breath he whispers in her ear... "I love you more than the world, more than anything or anybody... I love you more than life itself... I'll die without you..." And the last thing he saw was her face...
