Lyrics
a self trainer mista influence ov a care taker,
loved by non stays on the top home haterz,
reviewing about a clown a low rappin faker,
depresed by loads but smiles away yup its Haider,
im feelin free to right some lyrics for once on my soul,
the sands ov time are goin low on me for sure,
befo i die leme take you back to the old globe,
the making ov the Haider you see now behold,
Ive been havin hard times almost all ov ma life,
the carlesness ov ma elda's the dessions they desside,
besides they got the string on hold of my life kite,
say yes when they say yes even if they aint right,
almost like a dark narrow road for miles theres no light,
its to stupid to talk greezy the one's you like "yeah right"
no day ill be dead in a flick in one bite,
with all depressions buried with me n fake tears in sight,
well the fuck with the lov that every one's got,
they forgot that one day ill grow old n learn to walk,
thanx to God im still breathin who should be given the fault! [haha]
the most famous in the hood gets investigated by the cops,
yeah search for some weed n shit ba you aint gettin nothin at all,
grew up in the dirtiest hood you could eva default,
the skoolin made me sharpen in many ways to kill,
a person who would fuck with me as kid n bills,
his ass tryin to diss me n act profesorus bitch,
with a god gifted vocals made every class skip,
its nothin but a dusty old wind,
its nothin but a worth less sin,
the world stops to curse me fo free,
then why the fuck you wanna no about me,
more intrust got me heated against oda klans with vits,
strongly apposed by ma parents who neva gave a shit,
compared to the oda brodaz havin more attention,
even if they fuck the neighbours or get long ass detentions,
i felt weakness so strong when they tried not to mention,
me in the family but were forced God aint that a tension?
used to be the most sensitive like ma dad said,
the most brainless kid only cause i hate maths,
the most useless bitch worthy enough to drag,
ma ass to the basment with a small heart was all i had,
cried like a sissy girl some times talked to ma self,
ma mom said your a phyco so i asked "you got any thin to say dad?"
brodaz busted ma steps the moment i speaked rash,
dised me infront ov ma few freinds "he's a fag ass"
the few went away to so i chosed ma way to behond,
drink those poisnous tears even if they hurt my throat,
the fuck with the world im through with the sobz,
so screwed them all in ma ryhems n ma flows,
no one noz who the fuck iz H who roars,
niggaz die bitch asses on ma nee'z even if they play in corodz,
they just no i sleep eat n work n then come back to ma home,
ba fuck ive got ma world in ma pen n tounge n thats ma only cure.
its so bad for me to find freinds cause i might die,
if my girl freinds finds out about she wouldnt talk to me n ill cry,
with out her its hard for me to servive,
