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Missed Open Mic 2
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I never show up for these things but I still write for em.
aesop assassin eyedea verbal spoken
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im lost cause im my own lifes tour guide.
Being awkward towards people you like and saying stupid things, then hating yourself for saying them... is an everyday thing. you aren't ugly, you're just insecure... but that's okay, a lot of us are.
Song Info
Genre
Hip-Hop • Spoken Word
Charts
Peak #7,315
Peak in subgenre #136
Author
Verbal Assassin
Rights
2006
Uploaded
July 04, 2006
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MP3 2.0 MB • 128 kbps • 2:12
Story behind the song
The second open mic i've missed of like 502.
Lyrics
I can't understand why I'm feeling so completely forgotten Old age and broken hearts are the only reason for coffins Forgive me if it's something thats hard for you to accept The only thing we have to look forward to in the future is death The pollutions been set with second hand smoke ruining our breath I'm ready to live life without risks but the sickness diluted the sex I dropped college cause the lessons were easy but this student's complex Now your only belief is soon you'll be all alone in your grief Cause parents got embarrassed and you were thrown to the streets I know where I wanna go but I can't take control of my feet If only I knew how to stop being so lonely and weak I invite slutty stranger's too come over and sleep And as they hold me, I weep... because this soul ISN'T me. once you wake up to reality, you can no longer live in a dream Perceptions the key cause your life is what you make it... And I've BEEN lost since the day I crashlanded my spaceship But now my sadness is faceless, covered in blood-stained lips I cheated on the present and fell in love with Tommorow But she plays hard to get, so I get drunk with my sorrow Last night my sundial cast no shadow Because my mind was clouded with doubt I haven't spent a single minute sober this year Is that why distance keeps holding me near Why are other people telling MY side of the story? I got to much to say... Is that why she ignores me? I hold onto my Friendships with Clenched Fists Dropping my Defenses whenever my Pen Slips I'm tired of looking at my fuckin' life through the same lens Lost sight of my future the moment we became friends I can't smile anymore, I should never of changed meds! I'm beatin' suicide everyday, so tell me... when does the game end? Thinking clearly's like running marathons with your shoes are untied For 20 years I thought it was useless to try cause i'm stupid and shy She's itchin’ to bury my flaws? But like, you’re barely involved It's not that I'm scared to be right... I'm terrified to be wrong People start to laugh at me when I tell em I don't got a day job But yo, that's cool cause i'm working graveyards!
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