Lyrics
Suicidal Thoughts by Vince ft Sniffy G
Inspired by the book “WHORE” by Nelly Arcan
[Verse1]
[Vince]
Rough times no need to suicide
Don’t decide to take yow life
With that knife, slit yow wrist
With a closed fist, you feel the pain
From the bleeding vein you’re feelings weaken
Thought of it on a Sunday on the week-end
Can’t handle the stress yow parents put you in
Because they suit you in, doctors clothing
Or a nurse, but it hurts to know
You can’t achieve, what u believe in
Now you sleeping under no roof,
No food, no soup, working shifts
As a prostitute, because it lifts
Your spirit, but u fear it, when it gives you joy
Submitted to being a toy
But the way you feel though, like u weigh a kilo
Got the whole world on your shoulders
As heavy as boulders, unlimited folders
Of problems, but u cant solv'em
So you escape because you hate all that
And elope, never coming back
Lost all hope, like a never ending nightmare
Because u never awoke
[Chorus 1]
[Vince]
Dreams are shattered, Feelings battered
So I’m not okay
(Nooo)
Reason why , for I
See everything Grey (x2)
[Verse 2]
[Sniffy G]
Girl I know the endless pain you feel
It hurts so much and it feels unreal
A broken heart takes time to heal
She feels so depressed, she skips her meals
Feel the aching on your chest
You want to put yourself to rest
You see yourself lying on a desk
Tears falling down to your cheeks and your breast
Gasping for air because she’s loosing her breath
Girl I knew that you’ve had enough
Living as a prostitute is real though
You’ve got to stay strong when times get rough
[Chorus 2]
[Sniffy G]
I know it’s hard to carry a burden
You have sex just to pleasure yourself
But deep down inside of you
your just hurting yourself
So don’t feel lonely I’ll always be there
[Verse 3]
[Vince]
Please believe me, I know what suicides about
I’ve tried pulling a gun on my mouth, no doubt
Lock and loaded ready too blow
But a voice in me was telling me no
I’ve tried to cut my self, but it dint help
It was only bad for me and my mental health
I’ve tried to hang my neck, and kick the chair
Wondering how many friends, would really care
Don’t think that life is unfair
Got to rejoice life by the pair, and share
Our despair, because u need to see life at its peek
So let me be the help that you seek
[Chorus 1]
[Chorus 2]
[Chorus 1]
