GB khino - Wish Upon a Star
Lyrics
I lay in my bed and think about what lies ahead
Will I figure out what to do before I am dead
I think about the times when I was just a kid
I had my whole life in front, i didn’t care what I did
And I did what I wanted, no one told me how to live
I had everything to lose, I had everything to give
But I kept it to myself, I saw the world as an enemy
Why should I try when nothing good ever comes to me
Misery lurked, always there to keep me company
corners of my vision, I can see its shadow stalking me
Happiness was lost, it was nowhere to be seen
I couldn’t even find it in my own selfish dreams
there was always a turn, a turn for the worse
never learned to steer right, it was like I was cursed
So I abandoned all hope and just lived day by day
Like a lost little boy, I look to up into the dark
I make a wish upon a star, can someone show me the way
Now I fast forward just a bit, where will I be
Still lost and confused or making families
Im unsure of my future but im sure of my past
For the things I did before, I loosen up my grasp
But the future looks brighter with each and every line
My worries fade away while I write this silly rhyme
Its time for a change, a change for the better
I put my past behind and get my shit all together
Im headed somewhere new, to a far away place
A new destination where no one knows my face
To start a new life where my past is erased
I look up once again to the star lit night
Reassuring myself that ima be alright