crumbling down the clown has found
her friends are underground
sick paranoid much like me
greed has flourished once again
this time at your expense
would you believe me
if i told you i was sad today
my friends have gone away
my house my job
my car my family
i'm a coward and i'll always be
docmumented are the things
you once had said to me
honest purity contempt
for all things
distance became a reality
for you but not for me
i'm sick of all the shit i shit i shit
fuck it all i'm sick of this
these nightmares this life
this girl this paradise
i'm going down to die why
because of all the times i told you
you were my dream but i'm afraid i tricked you
into thinking i could see past your breasts
a cunt is an alternative to loneliness
dumb fat bitch with dreams
my nightmares are filled with screams
but that's okay
in time i'll pass away
face down in the dirt
reciting the lords prayer i forget the words
the meaning of life is never to live
forgive
jesus christ is liar
if he exists
