I just wanna take in the scenery,
I don't get to see much anymore
I just wanna smell all the greenery
That i couldn't smell past the wrought iron door
It's not that I took it for granted
When i was out here before
But while i was stuck in this purgatory
All I could think about was how to get some more
Now i'm not stuck in the hole
I can turn to face the pain
Now i'm not stuck in the hole...
Free...
You don't know it
Till you lost it
You don't see it till it walks out the door
You don't know it
Till you lost it
Truly have it
Till you don't even have it no more
I punished myself by relying on others
For what could be done by my hand
Relinquishing fate
to the taste of another
Is like building a fortress from sand