Its a song about when you know you have pissed somebody off you love, so bad that your just waiting for it to end.And theres Jack shit you can do to stop it...in fact you dont even want to because you see how flawed it was all along.
 
SBX (Switchblade kiss) are a Guitar driven rock band from south wales.With a raunchy style they have had crowds jumping and crying for more since 2000 when they first energed on the scene under various names.The inroduction of Beast as lead singer in 2004 was a pivotal moment and in 2005 they adopted the current name.
 	
Story behind the song
In the run up to one of the bands seperation and divorce. It was a kind of 'so long' to the old life and just saying how low the whole thing had brought them... But then you realise your free to swang your wang and rock out hahaha.
	
Lyrics
Its been getting me down for a long long while,
everyday it's harder to make me smile.
Nobody knows, what I'm going thru
Nobody knows,Not even you.
Everyday its just like a dream,
as you watch me tearing apart at the seams.
I turn to you, try to make me smile.
I long for happiness,
Its been a while.
Sat here waiting as time drags by,
No-one to turn to or even explain why?
Ripping me up you know I'm torn in two
All at the thought, the thought of losing you.
I watch you fading with everyday
I cant find the words, i'm trying to explain.
feeling numb, nothing i can do
look in your eyes, i know i'm losing you
chorus
sat here with your hand in mine...
wishing somehow, i could turn back time...
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I have to add that what you have put for the storey behind the song is complete bollocks! The reason i know is that i wrote the lyrics! It's about my father dying. I do like some of the changes in there but this song wasn't very good when first recorded and was scrapped