Lyrics
i see myself as i wonder to find my soul,
it tortures me to feel what i wanna know,
my body trembles it remembers that one life,
one moment, one cry, one lie, one night,
i close my eyes and realise what i want to see,
its just me, layin in the ground facing desteny.
i live my life to a trigger couse i let it clap,
end it fast, no time ever lasts, and so i snap.
it slitters quinchin me upon with thirst,
i take a hit, slit the wrist, each time like the first,
its not a second before i sit and drop a tear,
im dead with fear, so how can i be more sencire,
its just and end, when you give it your all, give it your best,
they dont let you rest, they just stack more shit to the test,
so you keep popin that pill, keepin it real,
givin me time to chill, dead is how i really feel,
so whats to wonder, when im left all alone,
cold to the world, brought out of all you had known,
so it feels like everything just seems odscene
its all about bitches and green, so were have i been?
1:27
1:50
who can remember me for who i am, for who i be,
for who i see, for who i speak, for who i help besides me,
is it just me or people stab you for selfish reasons
give you theyre flag, you belive it then they turn it to ah treason,
i see myself and i wonder to were i wanna go,
is it all to stay here, or keep acting the main show,
i see bullets passin, flashing caps between my eyes,
i rest the lies, pain is thrife, so how can i let it die,
2:15
standing in my room i wonder,
how can my life go bye,
standin up along the mirror,
is all of my life a lie,
flashing threw the corners passin,
how much of my life i blame,
so much to say, so little time
it passes and falls as i try
so much to say is on my mind,
so much to live is what we have
im loosin control, im scream it all,
so were did i go wrong
3:03
all these lessons fall like belessins to my heart,
were to start, take my part, will it all fall apart,
i dont know, i just dont fell the need to let go,
let go, best know, im down to whatever yo,
yet i see, whats been keepin me up, livin it up,
i do give a fuck, i got friends that never give up,
so why stop, why quit, why think why speak,
just be happy is what they tell me, never reach peek,
its just so scary to belive, im really ready to pass,
makin sence to my life, i belive my time will last,
i got friends, family and my one on my side,
i take pride, i live life, for them is for whom i really ride,
so put aside to those who say they need me,
belive me, i do whatever for you, yet its all comin clearly,
take respect on whats set, its all whats been known,
take my feelings to your heart, and for the rest its been shown,
*i just see myself in life, how can i cry
just waitin to be carryed out the day i dye,*
