Well, I've always loved music, especially Hip-hop. So i've been writting for a couple years now and it hasn't been until recently that I've set up my own studio
Well, I've always loved music, especially Hip-hop. So i've been writting for a couple years now and it hasn't been until recently that I've set up my own studio in my room. It's not very professional, but then again i don't have the money to do much better, so take it for what it's worth. I have been making my own beats lately, but a lot of them I have gotten from friends. I ALWAYS write music for myself, and anybody who wants to listen. I never plan on getting a record deal or anything (although it would be nice). I say do it for the love of the music, not for someone else!
Story behind the song
Just wondering what it might be like to wake up and have life twist on you.
Lyrics
So Easily Forgotten
I awake to sound of the music from the radio.
Try to drift back to sleep but the stereo won't let me go.
It's Telling me rise, it's time to pick apart the day.
So I open up my eyes, and wipe the sleep up out the way.
I Don't feel okay today, hope it gets a little better.
Outside the clouds are gray, I blame my mood on the weather.
I look around the room and assume that it's my own,
but everything has seemed to change and rearranged it's tone.
I feel alone, by myself, standing in the strangest place.
Looking down at a picture staring at a stranger's face.
Asking who is this, did i miss this big picture?
That i'm holding in my fist, my mind twists from the mixture.
of mental conflicts, causing this sense of confusion.
While gentle time ticks, this hesitense to an illusion.
Past tense to be eluding, while time still keeps on moving.
I'm still waiting to be proven, but not knowing what i'm doing.
I'm heading out the door, to explore what's going on.
Looking for my four door, accord but it's gone.
and maybe my minds drawn, so i continue on my way.
as I walk to the dawning of another school day.
Hope everything will be OK, once I make it to my class.
maybe find someone to answer all the questions that I ask.
Hope these questions turn to facts, as time passed in the hourglass.
Time devoured fast, as I arrive at class at last.
Through the glass window, I see that my seat it taken.
Is it a point that he's makin', or am I really forsaken.
On this door I'm shakin', trying to let myself in.
and the teacher that i'm facin', i swear he's got a little grin.
I keep knocking and rocking the door, no one glances over.
Can't they hear me no more or are they giving me the cold shoulder.
So i roll like a boulder, lost and feeling more confused.
I wonder what the hell has happened, why i feel i'm being used.
cause now this time i feel abused, left to fend for my own.
Feel like my heads in a noose, where the truth won't be shown.
But still i continue going, hoping this will improve.
It's how i'm feeling what i'm knowing-so i'm going on the move
steady flowing with the groove, feeling more and more rotton.
What has happened to myself, How could I've been forgotten?
Look at all that I have got in, dreamin, standing right there.
not believeing what i am seeing, I think i'm in a nightmare.
I'm walking home by myself, all alone, feeling lonely,
Trying to pick myself up, just to have someone to hold me.
It's just me and me only, steady staring going slowly.
Why'm I feeling so phoney, i feel like nobody knows me.
Looking for the one who choose me with what's left of my pride.
just then somebody shows me, eyes to the left of my side.
Suprise at my girlfriend I spied, but who's that In her ride.
And now my heart has just died, their tounges seemed to be tied.
