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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #16,081
Peak in subgenre #9,955
Author
Jeremy Andres
Rights
Good Vibes Music
Uploaded
March 20, 2006
Track Files
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MP3 5.8 MB • 128 kbps • 4:15
Lyrics
This beat is crushin to the mic is my just end
I must lend what’s destined, whats all this fussin
Just a writer jottin down thoughts on the spot
The music to my life curing my writers block
Denied and derailed, but couldn’t fall from what they say
Tried and failed, but never watched my dreams sail away
Time delays but never rewinds its past time
Traveling at the speed of life to pass time
I unwind my mind and find the goodness of mankind
Is like the first vision of light from a man blind
Caught in the grind, twistin life ain’t that kind of game
Come to ease for we all must be kind to pain
I must become the frame to the photo of my life
Smile and tell my Lolo I love him for my life
Faced the trials within myself with some help
Some can tell, some said oh well when I fell
I’ve been pushed down, hearing words come around
But I’m still gonna get up and become the sound to this town
I’m just an MC loves writing, I’m breathing
Birth and death is even, in the middle must be achieving
Gotta believe in the blessing then you’ll see
That true strength lies within me, just believe
So watch time as it grows with the river flow
And soon you’ll know – its time for your show
I live this life, and trust what I can do
I love this life cause of her, I feel brand new
This heart is true, my first love I dub
Picturing us two releasing two beautiful doves
Part two, the sequel to my break as her heart aches
She gives, I take, I take, I take for Christ sake!
I jump into the lake to swallow in my emotions
I’m quite selfish, its taken a toll on her, I’ve lost my tokens
I’m hopin, forgiveness for the goodness in her heart
I keep driving and searchin for how it all took part
Clutchin, grabbin hold of my chest I’m less out of breaths
Dial 9-1-1 like Wyclef I face death
I hear her voice, my brain stops I can feel she’s annoyed
Though this Earth rotates I still feel like a boy
Here I come full circle, at this point in the road
Fucked up one too many times, do I actually grow?
I make her feel like shit, and that’s just a little bit of it
I’ll keep breaking me down with this pen til it loses grip
I flip out, I’m blind every time to every crime
Until I open my eyes only to realize what I find
The blood is in my vocal cords, seapin into my mind
The cause, the problem, the trouble that time unwinds
I stare at my hands as it shakes with razor sharp nails
Trying to get a grip on this life before my heart fails
I can see the bruises my voice abuses wearing her down
I can make her feel like she’s in the clouds or back on the ground
My voice stutters, my mind is cluttered with words to say
Got to call her back before the night passes away
Hey Nay…This is really what I got to say
I’m sorry for today, my love still hasn’t strayed
Don’t be afraid, I know I’ve caused a lot of pain
But I’ll provide the band aids for the pain to sustain
There is a lot you claim with right purposes
I understand now and I know you’ve heard a lot of this
You’ve done everything in your power to lift me up
And I’ve done everything to help you give up
Though I never meant for it to be that way for what I prayed
That you and I will stay…together we won’t sway
Now I must pay, for my actions once again
I’ll forever say though this ain’t the end
Though my voice bends, I’ve never been a good solution
I do stupid shit worthy of putting me in an institution
Am I just an illusion making a state of confusion
She’s reducing, I’m inducing that I’m an amusement
Sense the blues scent as I vent where’s my strength?
For I’ve cried as much as I did 20 years ago on September tenth
I’m holding my breath, hoping for the weather to clear
For the sun to shine away her fears that was smeared
I am here but almost at a loss of words to say
Retraced what I face, trippin must tie my shoe lace
Where is my place? For I’m losing my safe house
And still figuring out how to keep faith – just how?
