Uploaded: 3-20-06
Props to Killa Entertainment for the beat...
Bow chika bow wow
Born and raised in Kankakee, Illinois.
Story behind the song
Yeah a long story behind it..
Lyrics
Verse 1:
I’m confused as fuck I loved you so much –
I’m sorry for what I’ve done I abused your trust –
I didn’t mean for this to happen I promise –
Honest I wouldn’t want to bring pain to a goddess –
If I could take everything back it’d be done –
In the long run we’d be happy even you said it’d be fun –
I expressed my feelings, told you I loved you –
Everything fell apart, only twice did I hug you –
You wanted our relationship kept a secret –
Cus you didn’t want me hurt but you best believe this –
If you were mine I could have withstood all the pain –
Now you’re all that’s on my mind, your face engraved in my brain –
I’m living afraid, driven insane with so many regrets –
What’s next down this road? I know a car wreck –
I was just the passenger you were the one in control –
Now the toll on my heart has built and it’s broken my soul –
I hoping you know I never lied, I never bent the truth –
I was 100 percent honest with all that I told you –
So how’d it get this way? Was it my fault? –
It wasn’t mutual… my love never did halt –
But you severed it off now there’s no turning back –
I wish I could have you but there’s no earning that –
When we glance at eachother I feel what could have been –
In the end I realize that I never can win –
Verse 2:
You said we’re meant for eachother and I believed you –
I never steered you in the dark, never deceived you –
You told me you trusted me now I see you didn’t –
Cus if you did when I’d try to explain myself you’d listen –
You don’t know how I feel when I think were together –
No matter the weather I’ll be there through worse and better –
You can hate me if you like but I won’t return the favor –
Because hating someone so beautiful isn’t in my nature –
So was it destiny? I’ll never understand –
Our happiness was taken instantly by a man –
That wasn’t me so it doesn’t seem to make sense –
For you to believe a lie and cause us to break ends –
My love was obvious to all eyes surrounding –
You flooded me with joy but now inside I’m drowning –
And I found that without you I miss a part of me –
I loved you with it all, not half heartedly
