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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #555
Peak in subgenre #57
Author
Lucifa
Rights
Lucifa
Uploaded
March 18, 2006
Track Files
MP3
MP3 4.0 MB • 128 kbps • 4:24
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I don't believe in God, nor in myself
I know suicidal thoughts are bad for my health/
but when I recall the grief and disappointment I felt
I wanna disjoint my limbs and then scream for help/
I just wanna live, I just wanna die
if you wonder why, then just look at my life/
I'm eighteen now, what have I achieved that might
give me even the slightest right to survive?/
I'm afraid of knives, gotta find a gun and cop it
pull the hammer, release the trigger and pop it/
or - in flight - enter the cockpit
kill the pilot, block the door and literally hit rock bottom/
take a chainsaw, fall onto it
get my head cut off and still save my life insurance/
Have I got to be 85
to realize that my life is ruined? What do YOU think?/
I'm not a part of this society
believe it or not, here you can find the irony/
I've always tried to be, the kindest being
that roams this world, now I'm a antisocial jerk!/
since birth, I missed more chances than I screwed up
"every chance is worth to give it a shot"/
I wish I had more time, but my time is up
finally, this movie's bout to end with its final cut/
This is the most tragic drama there is
I'm gonna die for a girl that doesn't even EXIST/
Take this, bitch, I make a fist
take this knife and slice my wrist (SLIT!)/
Picture my parents and my little brother
and Emily growin up without her oldest cousin/
realize I need gauze to stop the blood loss, quick!
before my heart does...(shit)/
[Hook]
Hello Mommy, hello Dad
seems I been a little bit unlucky yet
but things'll change, I know
cuz I died today, and undead people don't go away
Hello Mommy, hello Dad
I just don't want you two to be upset
things'll change, I know
cuz I died today, and undead people are bound to stay
[Verse 2]
One step, two steps, three steps, four
I walk into a light that forms a door/
Half way I wonder, "what if I was wrong?"
"who's gonna save my immortal soul?"/
But I'm still in bed, eyes wide open
the white betlinen's red, my veins wide open/
everything is blurred, I just can't focus
I just remember the word 'gauze' and know that/
I'm not a soldier, I don't wanna die
I don't care about honor or problems alike/
stand up, fucker! get a towel, a tie
or a t-shirt and at least TRY!/
This is your life, yeah, it's not easy sometimes
but otherwise you wouldn't feel you're alive!/
keep this in mind, the next time you write
a suicide note, in hope noone'll find it/
Don'tchu think a post-it's too tiny?
who you think you're foolin? You think you're parents are psychic?/
Then I realize it
my mom'll come home soon...what if she's gonna find me?/
I rip off the post-it, take lighter and light it
rip off the bedlinen, fold it and hide it/
see the blood stains on the floor, and despite them
my mom never got to know of my attempt/
I never even told my closest friends
that I just lived my life in hope it ends/
I rolled down my sleeves just to make sure that
noone ever saw more than my hands/
this was a crazy night
I just lost a day-to-day fight/
that was the day that I died
(rest in peace and goodbye)/
[Hookx2]
Hello Mommy, hello Dad
seems I been a little bit unlucky yet
but things'll change, I know
cuz I died today, and undead people don't go away
Hello Mommy, hello Dad
I just don't want you two to be upset
things'll change, I know
cuz I died today, and undead people are bound to stay
[Outro]
until they do
what they're supposed to be
and I won't
cuz I don't know how
and there we go...
(there we go...there we go)
