Finally, i write something in english ;D
beat produced by : Fafa, Mixing-Mastering : Fafa
femcee paling 'BERBOBOT' alias BERAT di Surabaya
F to the A BIG Girl, BIG Talent! haha..
Story behind the song
I miss him..
create beat, lyric, record, mixing.. all less than 2 days
inspired by . . . . . . . . hehehe..
Lyrics
Been hunger in this season, just looking for a reason/
A complicated way I’m into, make a decision/
Accomplish, that my long journey is yet unfinished/
I’m so tired now, but I must, I have to resist/
We’re comin’ to faith just like a fish on bait/
Neither a hallucinate someday we’ll be loosing mate/
I don’t need to be praised, I just keep throwing phrase/
Still continue the race, I keep following the trace/
Consequently, I can take the consequence/
And when it comes to end, all become transparence/
A gallons of tears that I’ve been crying for fears/
Won’t disappear, even though I been laughing for years/
I wish everything stayed the same just right in its position/
And it hurts when all the matters reach into religion/
Really, I’m bagging u wherever I’m in which/
Ouwh.. By the way God, do u understand my language?/
Reff :
So this is my faith
Could I still compromise with the destiny?
Cos it’s so hard for me facin’ reality
But now I don’t wanna be more than I can be
So this is my faith
Could I still compromise with the destiny?
Cos it’s so hard for me facin’ reality
Please god don’t let me fall into same trap again not again..
They say you can’t play with love but love can play you/
Now I have to stand up just for a value/
Disregarding them all, do I have self respect?/
Haha.. Fuck with that, now why should I pay for that?/
But somehow, there’s still a contradiction, left me doubt in a fiction/
Like an addiction, hope gonna end up in a passion/
Now I don’t believe in true love, yet I never trust it/
It just makes your feelings blurry between like n hate/
So bad when u’re in love with someone but u can’t be together/
Cos there’s a lot of principal things that u have to consider/
I can’t find the blender, I only can surrender/
So u can call it mmm… sacrifice maybe after/
U left her or him then u feel so missing/
Until u find another but still he can’t be replacing/
U still care, but anyway u keep pretending/
As if it’s the best way that god has been giving/
{Reff}
Take it take it back, take it take me back to the start/
A place where I don’t have to meet all these shits n craps/
So I can break em out, erase n rewind/
Forget all, the past n future please take a note that "I’m/
Not like u, cos u’re not like me"/
That’s what the shit they always say when they were facin’ me/
God never put u in a situation u can’t handle/
But what should I do if my soul frail like a candle/
Too many differences causing too far in range/
I can wipe out from my mind easily the reminiscence/
Like a brainwash can convince me u’re not the right person/
For me, but still in my heart u’re the one I desire/
Like a fire, burning in moral fiber/
Now I’m waiting for the final answer to my prayer/
Please be honest, god, I’ll hear everything that u tell/
Unless I don’t remember but please don’t place me into your hell/
