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Peak #1,004
Peak in subgenre #535
Author
Xcon
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3 Glock
Uploaded
May 24, 2003
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MP3 3.9 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
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Lyrics
Song: Finial Decision
Artist: Xcon
Beat: Finial Decision
Producer: Unstoppable Entertainment
Lyrics: Xcon
Made: 05-24-03
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To whom it may concern:
(Verse 1)
All my life been complicating the ifs and buts
Trying to fix the bolts and nuts
But look at me now left with scraps and cuts
On my brain, pieces of glass in my head
Make me go insane
Nobody fucking knows me,
The only thing I got is my lyrics and flow
But its shows how life real mother fuckin real goes
Friends turned to my foes
Teardrops fall from my face to my toes
Cause this evil mind I got murders me, all you fuckers will never see
The suicidal thoughts in my mind, you fuckers never ask what’s it like to be me
Now you’ll never get the chance to
Who knew it would come to this,
But when I cease to exists, I won’t miss life
Cause life won’t miss me
You see I had a dream where death was fucking calling me
Only time to tell since death is always fucking crawling on we
I love my family and friends but you mother fuckers will never understand
(Chorus x2)
This is my mother fuckin finial decision
None of you fuckers will take that away from me
You see
You guys will understand when the day you see my vision
This my mother fuckin finial decision entertainment
(Verse 2)
When I kill my self and my body’s laying a pile of blood
I’ll be free from the life of misery,
I know some of you will be depressed when I’m gone
AJ I want you to look after Spawn
He’s an unpredictable guy,
And Aayush don’t cry cause I’ll be watching you from heaven 24/7
Deep and Avi don’t pray for me I”ll be free
Mini just be your self and when your sad just think about the times we had
Just look after each other, and get out the Nepstarz cd, for me
You guys are the best emcee’s there can ever be
Its so hard for me to say goodbye, but if you only knew
this is the only way I’m gotta die
Lates and I love you all
My brother bijesh dai, you the best brother anyone can have
Sapana and Rachana di I love you all
the greatest sisters in this whole fucked up universe
You gotta realize my lifes been cursed
(Chours x2)
(Verse 3)
My parents who I care for most, who I hold to close
I love you more then life it self
I’m gonna be gone soon
Popping my life like a balloon
Leaving you with a suicidal tune
There’s to much suffering and pain
In this whole twisted up world, my death could have been prevented
If God had sent me answer for the questions I ask, the questions I need
Why do we bleed? Why do you make us do evil deeds?
Why won’t the ill be freed?
Sometimes I fuckin scream and cry at the sun
Telling God to fuck him self since he lets the innocent die
Why God? WHY????
All I ever wanted in my live was to be at peace
but you just keep surrounding me with the pictures of the decease’s
I just want to stop time and live forever in the moment of my happiness
And make it last forever and ever and ever and ever
Fuck you!!! Since in reality that will never be
And just to let you know when I’m breathing my last breath
And death is near me I’ll be thinking about all the times I had with you all
I will be waiting for all you at the crossroad
Where my life’s together and my mind won’t explode
I gotta go now,
But remember my life and soul will live on
Through your memories and this song
My you all live long
*Yelling and knocking this over..glass breaking*
*Crying*
Sincerely,
Bibek Dhungana
