Lyrics
some how time stands still,
I really do not know how to feel,
the more sounds I create the more I can
preserve time that I have wasted,
Time stands still,
it all reminds me of my deperssion,
I try to follow my heart,
Time stands still long enough,
trying to remember how time stands still.
somehow time stands still
and I still do not know how to fill,
then I remember how I felt inside ,
It seems to remind me again and again,
time stands still,
you need to change but you can not
from the years of hiding away thinking
that that is the best way,
but I can feel feel more time slowing down,
Left here to be alone but I think it is better this way,
do I take a chance to see what it is like,
time stands still I still do not know how to feel,
but in a moment with each day this feels like the only way,
time stands still away not to feel,
get away from the day to see only night ,
some how time stands still but I really do not know how to feel,
some how time stands still,
I really do not know how to feel,
the more sounds I create the more I can
preserve time that I have wasted,
Time stands still,
it all reminds me of my deperssion,
I try to follow my heart,
Time stands still long enough,
trying to remember how time stands still.
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-why try-
trying hard to ,
give up to give in ,
we have been threw this again,
time to give in,
time to ,
why try to hold on to what you can not have,
I do not want to settle,
for what will make me more unhappy .
I want what I feel and hope to see,
nothing can change my mind,
trying hard to let go,
trying to belive,
so hard to know,
so hard to be,
something does not feel the same,
the ways I have changed,
I let go,
been gone to sleep during the day,
back again ,
falling down,
it is what it seems,
but when I awoke I started to choke my eys were in tears,
the same old fears of could sweets,
the years of hell that I fell tells me why try to live.
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