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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #8,916
Peak in subgenre #4,896
Author
Jeremy Andres
Rights
Good Vibes Music
Uploaded
March 01, 2006
Track Files
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MP3 3.5 MB • 128 kbps • 2:32
Lyrics
I lay in the darkness of my room as the world turns
Trying to add up the efforts to equal what I’ve earned
Do I deserve a great girl like her?
One thing I did deserve was every hurtful word, nothing slurred
In my mind it occurred, seeing my vision blurred
Hearing as I heard, preaching to God for a cure
I heard the eight scariest words put together, she spoke
I don’t want you in my life anymore, end quote
At that instance, my world stopped, heart shocked
Cause I honestly believe one day we’ll be on top
But I must recognize the man I am and change, yet
How many times must I trip over the same step?
Until I learn from each fall, we can continue our journey
Until I can become a man here worth deserving
At this moment, I sure hope she doesn’t hate me now
Cause I’m using these thoughts in my lyrics to break me down
My words are words, my actions are fucked up
I stare at my reflection and tell myself to ---- --
What is my worth? Am I really like dirt?
Am I like every guy in her past that left her hurt?
Why can’t I be different? Why can’t I be Jeremy?
Why can’t I have characteristics only seen from me?
Am I really an asshole? Do I actually have a soul?
Or maybe I’m still a kid inside attempting to grow
I let go of this flow, thought I had my priorities straight
Until I bailed out on a date, and that’s when she braked
She would never do this to me, so what was I thinking?
Is it like we’re on the top end of the boat knowing we’re sinking?
I care for her, trying to figure out what hurts most
Her not knowin I love her or me dying ending up as a ghost
With the ground below my feet I lay down
Cause I got a shit load of thoughts left to break me down
Right now, I can’t sleep though my mind is beat
My past seems so negative, my good deeds seems to never speak
I guess I make her feel so incomplete, and she has a valid reason
I must strive to be above decent, I need to start pleasin’
Her needs I must achieve so she can believe in me
Vehemently, the stress in her voice wants to break free
Mistakenly, once again she seeks the end of the road
From a boy to a man, grown so much for her I owe
Trying to fix my holes, building a bridge, aint looking back
My tears stacked, set to burst my vision suffers a cataract
My lack of knowledge my downfall
Now I ball out my pain in a rain of stress upon my brain can’t rest
I address many thoughts feelin off, a wanderer in my mind
Replaying my past even though I never pushed rewind
Where am I at in life? ----I’m below the sky and above the ground
My feelings end here, must stop breaking me down
