For the love of God,
and the joy of music,
We share with you a hard hitting,
melodic roller coaster ride that is
Wormwood Revelation
www.wormwoodrev.com
Story behind the song
Do any of you know someone who is continually in “Crisis Mode”? I’ll bet some of you do. I once had a friend who just couldn’t live without a continual cloud of anarchy around him. Because of this, he has alienated most of his friends by his raging outbursts and insecurities. I myself have experienced this trait. As a matter of fact, we would have great bitch sessions on the phone. We would complain about politics and other things. Well, one day I realized that my blood pressure was too high and I was stressed out all the time. I made a conscious decision; I needed to make changes in my life. Making the decision was only the first step. The advantage I had was the fact that I knew that I had a friend and physician in Jesus Christ. So through soul searching and prayer, I was able to make a difference in my life. I had finally found true peace. Well, not wanting to live my life like that anymore, I didn’t want the stress that I got from having bitch sessions on the phone or at any other time. I told my friend about the changes that I wanted to make in my life and tried to share with him how I was able to make these changes. He wanted nothing to do with it. Long story short, I couldn’t be yoked with that type of attitude. I don’t hate him; I still like him in many ways. I’ve found that some times you have to distance yourself from people like this so you can keep your own sanity. That doesn’t mean that you shouldn’t keep on praying for them. Sometimes you really have to look at yourself. The problem could be with you.
Lyrics
How dare you leave me
Who can I call on now?
Can I ever catch my breath?
Need to get rid of it somehow
The pressure is so intense
I’m about to explode
I need a permanent fix
I’ve let the enemy take hold
Why do I feel such hatred?
I wish I could just let it go
My friends they are all so jaded
They’re wrong and they don’t even know
One peaceful day one peaceful day
I'm close to insanity take it a way 2X
I can’t believe what I’ve done
I can’t believe what I’ve said
Estranged everyone around me
Afraid I’ve made my bed
Why do I feel such hatred?
I wish I could just let it go
My friends they are all so jaded
They’re wrong and they don’t even know
One peaceful day one peaceful day
I'm close to insanity take it a way 2X
Why do I feel such hatred?
I wish I could just let it go chorus
My friends they’re all so jaded
They’re wrong and they don’t even know
One peaceful day one peaceful day
I'm close to insanity take it a way 2X
I’ve carried it on my shoulders
Being crushed is intense
The enemies throwing boulders
Help me over the fence
Jesus I need to know you
Take away my pain
I need you to help me through
Cause i'm going insane
Why do I feel such hatred?
I wish I could just let it go chorus
My friends they’re all so jaded
They’re wrong and they don’t even know
One peaceful day one peaceful day
I'm close to insanity take it a way 4X
