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Peak #4,105
Peak in subgenre #273
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February 19, 2006
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MP3 3.4 MB • 128 kbps • 2:58
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every one sayin I shoulda count my blessins// but it doesn’t change the fact that there is so much more ur missin// you were supposed to be at my weddin// I miss your voice and ur constant yellin// every one sayin I shoulda count my blessins// but it doesn’t change the fact that there is so much more ur missin// you were supposed to be at my weddin// I miss your voice and ur constant yellin//
I always felt like you were buggin me// but now you aren’t around and its hauntin me// about how bad I was to you and u were my family// all you ever did was be good to me// and constantly// im reminded back to that day you were sittin next to me// I coulda sworn I heard you breathe// sittin in ur seat// heard the snoring yet I couldn’t move or open the door// that shoulda been me I alrdy know// you were wit me ever since I was born// and now you aren’t here ur life was torn// I have to live wit the fact: I was the behind the wheel// if you were to look down on me I wonder how you would feel// am I livin the way you would want me to live// if I could change back time there’s so much more I should give// you would wait worried sick if I were late// I thought u worried too much I couldn’t relate//
every one sayin I shoulda count my blessins// but it doesn’t change the fact that there is so much more ur missin// you were supposed to be at my weddin// I miss your voice and ur constant yellin// every one sayin I shoulda count my blessins// but it doesn’t change the fact that there is so much more ur missin// you were supposed to be at my weddin// I miss your voice and ur constant yellin//
you were there for me longer than anyone// and then look wut I’ve gone and done// lost you like I lost everyone else// pushed them away not knowin anything else// every time I enter your room and see the past// tears rollin down my cheeks even wen I hear ur laff// everytime I think I hear your voice// I feel a sudden rush I have no choice// I have to move on can’t live behind me// later on will you ever be able to find me// constant questions that are left unanswered// this depression spreadin through out my like cancer// I remember all the random sayings you taught me// and all those stupid things I did and wen you had caught me// tryna sneak out to have a smoke// back then everything you said seemed like a joke//
every one sayin I shoulda count my blessins// but it doesn’t change the fact that there is so much more ur missin// you were supposed to be at my weddin// I miss your voice and ur constant yellin// every one sayin I shoulda count my blessins// but it doesn’t change the fact that there is so much more ur missin// you were supposed to be at my weddin// I miss your voice and ur constant yellin//
every day I wanna go back in time to stop you// from stepping in the car wit me cuz I want to// keep you in this world for as long as I can// I kno its something really big to demand// how can I live wit ur blood stained on my hands// even though God had every thing planned// its something I would never ever understand// and alone in this house is where I stand// you were there for me wenever I was sick// back then I didn’t think that was so big// but now wen im alone coughin out my lungs// I realized all the thing you had ever done// and every little thing I took for granted// knowing wut I did I just can’t stand it// I can’t count my blessins if I lost it// you were my blessin now I understand it// God wanted you to help me grow// you raised me and every one knows// I am the person I am now cuz of you// and I never got to chance to thank you or say bye to you//
