This is a song I wrote 2 my dead brothers girl. I tried 2 write it thru his eyes, and speak on wut he felt at the time of his death, and then how he felt as he was watching down from Heaven.
Ill MC from CHI TOWN
A real MC from Chicago...
stayin in J ville at the moment
Story behind the song
This is a song I wrote 2 my dead brothers girl. I tried 2 write it thru his eyes, and speak on wut he felt at the time of his death, and then how he felt as he was watching down from Heaven. RIP Christopher Lee Rudd, my brother u are never 4gotten because tho ur flesh is gone, ur memory will always live in my heart. See u when I got there. Love u man.
Lyrics
This shit is crazy, I love u I miss u lady/
Stay strong cuz I'm always with u baby/
Dry ur eyes, happy times r the tissue lady/
I'm here 2 help u thru ur issues, with u baby/
I got along wait, I'm walkin with the Lord now/
No more stress, ur heart's gon hit the floor now/
Cuz I just got hit, fightin 4 life in a war now/
I start 2 see the door now, prayin God meets me at the door now/
Wut is wrong with the world, is hate, be strong/
U got my brother and ur friends that u can lean on/
N I know u see me countless nights, dream on/
Listen this is the truth although it seems wrong/
I know it's hard tryin to live now, with me gone/
Catch ur breath b4 u choke now, don't frown/
Cuz u know wut goes up is destined 2 go down/
My flesh 6 feet deep under the stone now/
But my spirits alive which means u not alone now/
Walk the str8 and narrow, I'll guide u so take the arrow/
It leads u 2 life, it's wuts inside that counts, not fake apparel/
So just walk across the gates, and I'll take u there go/
2 the light, girl get outta the dark, keep love a fire in ya heart/
Cuz the moment u lose faith tribulations and trials'll start/
I love u more than u will ever know, never let me go/
Shit u the main event of my heart, u high on a pedastol/
Fight 4 peace, inside see that smile I would never show/
Cuz even tho I left girl I held on 2 love neva lettin go/
If u think u lonely now, wait till u lay ur head 2night/
Cuz I know u want me with u restin in that bed 2night/
But I'm with u in ur mind, puttin blessins on ur head every night/
Catch ur breath b4 u choke now, don't frown/
Cuz u know wut goes up is destined 2 go down/
My flesh 6 feet deep under the stone now/
But my spirits alive which means u not alone now/
These r wut makes u stronger, just face the thunder/
Cuz behind the storm is my face much younger/
No old age, just the river of youth, it makes u wonder/
How much longer do u have 2 go till death takes u under/
Smile 4 me, smile 4 them, smile 4 us, smile 4 Tim/
Let ur light continue 2 shine in the eyes of men
