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1thru16 (SONG) Uploaded: 25 Nov 2005
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I am Quadriplegic paralyzed from the chest down. My only goal is to strive for something better. I write hip hop music for those with open and creative minds
THANK YOU...EVERYONE AND ANYONE WHO TAKES THE TIME TO LISTEN, I APPRECIATE IT. MY NAME IS CHRIS. I STARTED RHYMIN, RAPPING... WHATEVER......AROUND JUNE 2005. SPEAKING IS ONE OF THE FEW THINGS I CAN STILL DO PHSICALLY....THAT I ENJOY. SINCE 4/23/03 I HAVE BEEN PARALYZED FROM THE CHEST DOWN. I HAVE LIMITED ARM CONTROL AND NO HAND CONTROL. WITH ADAPTIVE TOOLS ,AND MY VOICE I FORTUNATELY CAN STILL MAKE MUSIC. NOW IN 2009. I AM FULLY PRODUCING ORIGINAL SONGS, AND INSTRUMENTALS OF ALL KINDS. THANKS TO THOSE WHO HAVE INSPIRED ME. MESMERIZE, DZK, SINIMA, AND MANY OTHERS.
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Hip-Hop • Hip Hop General
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Peak #1,231
Peak in subgenre #685
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November 25, 2005
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MP3 2.7 MB • 128 kbps • 3:00
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I REALLY WANT TO DIE,BUT I KNEW I REALLY DID’NT I JUST HAD A FUCKED UP LIFE AND,I WAS TIRED OF LIVIN IN IT AT AGE 1 I DON’T REMEMBER SHIT I JUST KNOW THAT IT WAS THE BEGINNING OF ALL OF IT WHEN I WAS TWO OUT THE WINDOW WENT THAT MANY SHOES ON THE HIGHWAY 3 I DID THINGS MY WAY I MADE MY MOM SOME BREAKFAST OUT OF CRISCO,EGGS,AND IVORY…..SOAP MY FATHER HIT ME WITH A ROPE WHEN I WAS 4 THEN HE SHOVED ME THRU THE DOOR THAT’S WHERE I MET THE LADY I WOULD HATE FOREVER MORE MY STEPMOM 5 WHY AM I ALIVE MY FATHER’S ALWAYS WORKING AND,HIS WIFE MAKES ME CRY…..SO I SUFFER 6 WHO’S POKIN ME WITH STICKS THE KIDS AT SCHOOL PICK ON ME CUZ MY HAND ME DOWNS DON’T FIT 7 ALREADY DON’T BELIEVE IN HEAVEN,AIN’T NEVER BEEN TO CHURCH AND I PROBABLY COULDN’T GET IN WHICH IS GREAT 8 I STARTED FEELING EVIL IT WAS THEN I FELT THAT I WOULD NEVER SEE THE PEARLY GATES 9 YEARS OLD NOW I REALLY WANNA DIE I HUNG A PAIR OF SCISSORS FROM A PIECE OF FISHING LINE OVER MY HEAD I’M REALLY CLOSE TO BEING DEAD I WAS JUST ABOUT TO CUT IT WHEN MY BROTHER WALKED IN HE WAS TEN WE MET WHEN I WAS FIVE BACK WHEN I FIRST ASKED THE QUESTION WHY AM I ALIVE WE’RE THE SAME AGE BUT IT REALLY DID’NT MATTER HE WAS NEVER LIKE A BROTHER BUT HE WAS ALITTLE FATTER …THAN ME 11 I’LL NEVER GET TO HEAVEN MENTALITY LIKE CONVICTS ALWAYS WISHIN I WAS FREE 12 I WAS PEEING IN A BOTTLE AT NIGHT MY ROOM WAS BLOCKED BY THE END OF A COUCHBED THEY SLEPT IN MY STEPMOM AND,MY FATHER I TOLD HIM I WAS SICK OF IT I WANNA FIND MY MOTHER I WAS 13 THE ANSWER WAS NO WAIT UNTIL YOUR SIXTEEN THEN YOU CAN GO 3 MORE YEARS NO WONDER WHY I WAS MEAN SO I STARTED CAUSING SHIT AROUND AGE 14 AT SCHOOL EVERYBODY KNEW MY NAME I THREW MY DESK IN THE DUMPSTER AS IT WENT UP IN FLAMES ON THE FIRST DAY THEN I PLUGGED ALL THE SINKS IN MY SCIENCE CLASS TURNED’EM ON THEN WENT TO EAT AT THE LUNCHROOM AND WHEN I GOT BACK IT WAS SO DAMN FUNNY THAT I STARTED TO LAUGH AFTER THAT EVERYBODY STARTED LAUGHING BEFORE YOU KNOW IT 3 TEACHERS WERE SCREAMIN AND,GRABBIN MY SLEEVES…..PLEASE ……..YOU CAN IMAGINE THE REST WHAT ELSE CAN I SAY EXCEPT I LEARNED FROM THE BEST SO ANOTHER YEAR PASSES AND,I TURN 15 NOW MY ONLY WISH IS THAT I HAD AN M-16 SO I CAN END MY LIFE THEN I MOVED WITH MY MOM BUT THAT’S ANOTHER STORY. SEE YA LATER VIETNAM
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