and there aint really nothin you can do
100% real, nothin but truth to you
one on one i speak it from me to you
since im hidin from all the evil deeds we do
i just needa get a word in, needa get a sentence
i needa get clensed so i feel the repentance
excuse me lord this my only way of ventin
i dont pray so i hadda make sure you'd listen
so i hadda get it all on wax
i hadda put it up all on track
this extra weights pullin me down
i hadda get it someway off my back
handle it myself, dont get my man involved
only myself, standin tall
but it seems when i try it i stand an fall
i dont think they understand this man at all
but damn its hard,
cuz this pen to the page got me sweatin already
and if hells this hot i dont think that im ready
cuz im thinkin' aim it already, bang it already
theres one in the chamber already
God will you help, first I plea
I just hadda get this earth off me
God help me get this curse off me