This comes from the perspective of a suicide from the grave.
Lyrics
When the answers lay in selfish denial
Every piece of the puzzle backwards in the fire.
The light tempts me to jump the end so sweet end the pain
Whats the point shameless fate twisted mind frame
The lake pulls me inside welcome nightmare alive its just
Time pull me in almost there
Twist the knife where’s the pain it’s in my head no
Change its still there
Always there
I wanted to be laughing still and if the question arises
Why I didn’t care well
I wanted to.
I wanted to be breathing still and if the question arises
Why I didn’t stay well
I wanted to
I wanted to be there with the ones I held dear
I’m not there never there don’t think I never cared
Scetched out my path invisible ink running low faceless
Friend on my own never felt so alone.
Hand me my fate I knew it all along where’s the smile
Thought I felt it coming on never been so wrong
Corrosion warps my mind to a point I was fine
Count the ways that I tried never lied spoke my mind
Intentions wearing thin on my patience last nerve to stop
Moving the tear down my face to the curb
I’m not laughing
I’m not laughing
I’m not moving
I’m not breathing
I’m not laughing
I’m not laughing
I’m not breathing
I’m not happy
