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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #4,087
Peak in subgenre #1,936
Rights
Profound Records
Uploaded
November 12, 2005
Track Files
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MP3 2.1 MB • 128 kbps • 2:17
Story behind the song
I got bored
Lyrics
my whole life i been told to keep it real/
never rob ya kids broke cuz they'll get sum peeps to steal/
make a mockery of your name you left nothing to claim/
think its the same so you keep playing games like a lame/
till you see that your life is missing important things/
like a girl sum fam sum friends ya mans/
they're all gone and they never turned they're backs/
but you say f them cuz you're turnin stacks/
american cuban dust and cheddar chese/
but that style will rust and ya weather freezes/
its cold and lonely when ya chillin on the top/
you wouldnt not cuz you only scroungin the bottom willin to be on top/
life is unfair even if you win/
you cant trust no1 not even ya closest men/
life is unbearable it makes things hard/
your life was ended from begging that start/
life is cautious and plz understand its trife/
this cant be it i dont understand this life/
like ak sed it im happy when my wrists bleed/
but as a pool fills up and i cry i ask is this me?
is there an honest reason to slice my life/
thinkin of the tolls wonderin if the price is right/
at night i fight/
demons that scold the flesh on my arms/
suicidal thoughts too bold and fresh to harm/
my pad is the thing i hold next to arms/
barb wired in a coffin framaldahyde left to break up and decay/
waiting on this new day that these words i can say/
and explain why i sit here and play this game/
i hope you can understand why i take this aim/
life is unfair even if you win/
you cant trust no1 not even ya closest men/
life is unbearable it makes things hard/
your life was ended from begging that start/
life is cautious and plz understand its trife/
this cant be it i dont understand this life/
