This is my first attempt at an audio. This is a very rough copy of the song. When I have more time I will make it perfect, promise :) Just take a listen and let me know what you think please, thank you :)
Guys, just please take a listen and let me know what you think. You can delete my music right after you hear it if you want, but at least hear it ... Thank you!
Story behind the song
Just a song about bad feelings after a great time with a great girl :)
Lyrics
"Can you hear me?
I sure hope so ... I'm only gonna say this once ...
Once. Once. It's tragic ... It's tragic, ayo ayo ..."
I can't help it. I was helpless
I imagined love and felt it
I was selfish and now I'm in hell
This is what I seem to deserve
I know ya' didn't mean for me to be hurt
but I am, and I can't shake my curse until I take my first and only ride on a hearse
The greatest day of my life ended with a kiss
but even in my wildest dreams
I didn't think it could end up like this
Ask me if I'm sad, I'll tell you it's an understatement
Let's face it, I shouldn't have been where I was in the first place, bitch
See me in a casket, don't look past it
I blasted myself cuz the pain woulda lasted
I took my dreams, fuck the means
I put em in a bag and smashed it
I feel like I just got my ass kicked
cuz I had a question and I asked it
was there a line to cross and I passed it?
I can't stand it, it's so tragic ...
(It's tragic) I started with nothin' to live for
(It's tragic) I found somethin' to give for
(tragic) There is no heaven, and hell is life
Believe me, I been through this shit twice
I'm all shy and quiet, but inside my mind there's a riot
Some people say get a life, if you sold me yours, I'd buy it
I got suicidal tendencies, one day I'll be sure to try it
I'll set myself on fire and won't even try to fight it
I wanna slit my wrists, but don't wanna mop it up if it don't work
Call my bitch on the phone, blurt out that I'm alone and bezerk
I get so pissed, if I shoot myself, I'm afraid I might miss
cuz I'm too busy bitchin' at my bitch to worry about little shit like this
Yeah
I started with nothin' to live for
I found somethin' to give for
There is no heaven, and hell is life
Believe me, I been through this shit twice
I started with nothin' to live for (to live for)
I found somethin' to give for (to give for)
There is no heaven, and hell is life
Believe me, "I been through this shit twice"
(It's tragic) I started with nothin' to live for
(It's tragic) I found somethin' to give for
("tragic") There is no heaven, and hell is life
Believe me, I been through it twice
I been through this shit twice
I been through this shit twice
I been through this shit twice
Believe me ... I been through it twice
