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Infatuation
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Infatuation is a song about... well, exactly. It's written from a first hand experience of the subject matter, and askes the questions many millions of us ask ourselves on a regular basis.
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Big Beat, Breakbeat, Drum 'n Bass, Ambient, Trip-Hop, HipHop, Dance. All created electronically.
Okay, this is becoming a dump for my work, basically I'll upload everything I produce onto this page and use it as a linkup page. A bit about me: I'm 21, living in Newport, South Wales, studying film & video in Newport Film School. Been making music for about a year on FL Studio, various styles, although I'm becoming rather fond of Trip-Hop and alternative dance styles at the moment, also produce a bit of hiphop, more to come soon. I've just started using Reason 3, as soon as I get a bit more kit sorted I intend for this to replace FL as my No.1 program, although I'll still rewire it to use the piano roll sequencer in FL, as IMO it's the best of the bunch. If you like what you hear drop me a bit of feedback and say so. Peace
Song Info
Genre
Hip-Hop • Alternative Hip Hop
Charts
Peak #6,400
Peak in subgenre #501
Author
Athiest/Unsystematic
Rights
Dead Antelope Records
Uploaded
October 21, 2005
Track Files
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MP3 3.8 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
Story behind the song
Hopelessly infatuated with a particualr work colleague, I was driving myself mad, unable to focus my mind on anything else. So, I turned my burden into a task and set about transferring my thoughts to the page. Infatuation deals with the day to day complexities of love, sexuality and insecurity. I set out to write a song that everyone could relate to, there's not a person out there who hasn't thought "Why won't they go out with me?" at one time or another during their lives, this song taps into those thoughts and is voiced by a guy who's heard "just friends" just one too many times.
Lyrics
Her crystal glaciers dwell beneath her facial lines/ humiliated victim of love sickness in disguise/ complications arose out of no holds barred confession/ defensive tendencies breached boundaries then reached ascension/ Verse 1 I always prayed one day that my existence, mainly silence/ earned a transfer from solitary confinement, minus violence/ the realignment of the planets and the systematic enemy/ tormented me daily regarding the prospect of prosperity/ accordingly, today's the day I meet my match in heaven/ a kismetic moment instigated by the number seven/ fortune favors the brave, who put trust in the lies/ I'll ignore the forecast, avoid the grown man cries/ Cuz I've, been there, I can feel the pain/ ambling beneath spotlights in the pouring rain/ insane, with envy, I plot to gain acceptance/ puppy dog eyes displayed, when you make your grand entrance/ insist repentance for all the sins that I commit/ I'd endure an afterlife of hell if our puzzle piece's fit/ I wished I could get closer, eloping my uncertainty/ through curtains see the outline of my desire secretly/ you speak with me, circumstance provokes inversions/ perfect moments interrupted by unscheduled disturbance/ a mergence of matter, stare deep into the eyes/ forbidden by mental warnings claiming access denied/ Chorus (x2) try as I might, repressed feelings won't take flight/ refuse to walk the walk, stay indoors and wrap up tight/ the light burns bright, obsession quite a fright/ If my brainwaves keep distorting, I'll jump from quite a height/ Verse 2 Cuz mentally, my nerve endings are tied up in chains/ failed graduation on inner workings of the female brain/ what if what I say is bullshit, salvation of my tool kit/ misread between the lines during attempts to view the script/ reply is not forthcoming, awkward silence in the air/ her first reaction is to play with strands of her hair/ and stare at my form, lost in translation/ calculation of when I began this infatuation/ day breaking, new dawn on the the horizon/ better accept the fact I'll never activate her sirens/ romancing the stone cold fact of the matter/ some get the luck, some just get fucked, I'm most definitely the latter/ I've never had it easy, but who am I to complain/ there's many more out there who feel exactly the same/ who find it a strain, to live a life of fulfillment/ just because through their own choice they're a little different/ in the looks department, some might say/ 21st century personal image goes a long way/ I guess it's too much hoping intellect will take precedence/ after all, in this culture latest ringtones hold resonance/ and elegance, fuck that, the value's lost/ found atop a trash heap with eighties rock/ maybe in the future men who fight in bottles of beer/ replaced by newer models, no more wives trembling in fear/ a new generation of expectant mothers/ safe in the knowledge their newborns will be completely covered/ but just like the movies this is science fiction/ just my way of dealing with a love addiction/ enamoured lust attached itself to my soul, led to heartbreak/ rejection letter served up with a fresh bowl of cornflakes/ for anyone who's been denied a potshot at happiness/ hope your rival chokes on his cologne and dies a slow death/ Chorus (x2) try as I might, repressed feelings won't take flight/ refuse to walk the walk, stay indoors and wrap up tight/ the light burns bright, obsession quite a fright/ If my brainwaves keep distorting, I'll jump from quite a height/
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