i had the chords and a friend of mine wrote the text. they both fitted perfectly. the person speaking in the song is listening to his beating heart, considering his life, his failures and the idea of putting an end to all of it.
Lyrics
my heart beats, it's all i realize.
my finger shivers it's all i recognize.
my feet are walking but i stalk.
summer comes and falls apart.
i'm out of this throat, i'm out of hope.
don't trust me
for so many times
i failed you.
there is no solution to find.
my finger shivers
as long as my heart beats.
pull the trigger.