Collabs from the MusesMuse and some recited poetry/lyrics.
Story behind the song
Self explanatory, I think.
Lyrics
Have you ever thought yourself
completely and utterly useless
except as the dirty rag for scraping
the gum off the bottom of his shoe?
Have you ever cried yourself
to sleep because no matter what you try
you can't have the desire
of your heart?
Have you ever woken up smiling
with the thought that he was right there
next to you only to open your eyes and
hunger for a different reality?
Have you ever lost a son
and lived with the heart wrenching sense
that you can't be sincere because
he wasn't yours to begin with?
Have you ever trusted
implicitly only to have it slung back
in your face by the palm
of the one you've kissed?
Have you ever stayed silent
even though every fiber
of your being screamed for you to shove
his face in her betrayal?
Have you ever been the voice crying
out in the wilderness knowing that what you say
will irrevokably sever you from
everything you've ever known?
Have you ever loved over and over
never quite giving up even though
your past tempts you to
drown in skepticism?
I have.
