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Story behind the song
Hmmm, story behind this song? Just me writting about being depressed and venting that feeling through music..
Lyrics
.[ Verse 1 ].
I sit locked in my room as the darkness consumes /
every piece of my humanity, only fury can bloom /
rage seems to fill my heart, as I lay here in the dark /
thinking about the ways I should let my soul depart /
its like I'm living on edge and I'm ready to fall /
without anyone to catch me or a safety net at all /
I'm just going to fall to pieces as it all releases /
its like I'm stuck in a box as the small increases /
trapped in a claustrophobic space as disgrace fills my face /
wishing I could embrace these feelings I can't erase /
its like I'm lost in a sea of depression and fear /
and everything I hear has got me thinking death is near /
cause what lay down the road just stays so untold /
till the day you grow old, so uh, may you be bold /
this life passes so fast you could blink and its gone /
so uh, master your craft and never think that your wrong! /
.[ Chorus ]. x4
I'm chronicly depressed, seaking eternal rest /
lost in a state of dysphoria thinking theres nothing left /
.[ Verse 2 ].
I feel just like a child, so scared and lonely /
a mystery to all who dare to get to know me /
just a blank page in an empty book, no use to look /
I'll never find my queen cuz damnit I'm just a rook /
I can only move in the ways that this game allows me /
just a loser and a pawn so I say it proudly /
nothing more then an empty shell so, what the hell? /
so tired of taken orders so maybe I'll just rebell /
if I lay myself to rest and tomarrow never wake /
then everything I've done in my life was a mistake /
from taken my first breath, to maken my first best /
rhyme, on time and thinking it hurts less! /
.[ Change Up ].
Cuz I /
Just wonder why /
Do I even try /
To hold on as this life passes me bye /
I just sit and cry /
So lonely and shy /
I look to the sky /
Please tell me will I ever die? /
.[ Chorus ]. x8
I'm chronicly depressed, seaking eternal rest /
lost in a state of dysphoria thinking theres nothing left /
