if i cant do it im still bound to try/ in bc its only weed smoke that clouds the sky/ im poundin rye, ya'll beggin me pleeease nox, teach us how to rhyme!!/ bat
its M-F-P until the Death Of Me
Story behind the song
i just sat down and wrote to the beat, came out with like 5 pages of rhymes, then i just put it together randomly..
Lyrics
1st verse
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i know how you feelin homie, all the emotions you
are sufferin and goin thru, its like they controlin of you
your so confused and cant find, the words to explain
exactly how you feel, confusion turns into rage
and theres always someone tryin to throw dirt on my name
when they picture me rollin its in the hearst to my grave
i got more enemys than friends, too many scars to count
ima be one of the realest until my heart gives out
kill or be killed is the state of my mind
so if you want me dead then im takin ya lives
ima stay on the grind till the day that i die
& fuck the fame as long as you relate to my rhymes
press play and just vibe when you cant explain or describe
all the pain inside, afraid to cry so you take it in stride
until you've had enuff and its all you can take
sick and tired of waitin for shit to fall into place
cause life is what you make it, deaths not gonna wait
but if life is what you make it then it contradicts fate
..and i wont stop, i wont sleep at night
till everyone of my family members eatin right
but all i got right now is these beats and mics
and thats the reason that im livin the illegal life
verse 2
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since i took my first steps i been walkin near the edge/
spittin rhymes from deep inside, i just need to clear my head/
i got, a lot on my mind so im droppin this rhyme
and dont care if you dont get a positive vibe
..cuz i never been the type to be polite
give a fuck bout equal rights, beat ya wife
if it helps ya sleep at night, man jesus christ
dont believe the hype, nothin's guarantee'd in life
except death so ya best bet just to live it up
twist the blunt, raise it to ya lips and puff
never - give - a - fuck - about - nothin but-yaself
i walk alone, hold my own, dont depend on someone else
i've heard love is wealth but im feelin broke as fuck
drugs ease the pain so im smokin blunts
when you see me you can bet im either stoned or drunk,
if you the same way then you know whats up
.with all the lies that been told to us
its hard to tell who we supposed to trust
..my heart is cold and my vision is blurred
..actions speak louder so im flippin the bird
everything you dish out you gonna get in return
and you might not know but if you listen you'll learn
hook
verse 3
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i got money on my mind, doller signs - is all i see
tryin to live my life, but death keeps on callin me
so until i go ima live each day like the last
focus on the moment cuz theres no changin the past
i sleep with one eye open, even when im takin a nap
im on the street, cuz theres too many snakes in the grass
im statin the facts, so you can trust what i say
i got more drugs in my brain than i got blood in my veins
ask me how im feelin, i aint one to complain
but for months now i aint felt nothin but pain
love turned to rage its like im stuck in a maze
lost in my thoughts with too much too explain
thunder and rain even when the suns in the sky
i try, & i try, i've tryed hundred'd of times
hook
