never ever never has it been so cold
you cant... lift ya arm ta even blow ya nose
so you know that my flow is smooth as ice
you start ta listen.. thinkin that dude is nice
(but i heard he was white) - yea this dude is tight -
(hes from tha 'south paw') but yea hes doin it "right"
bruisin tha mic cruisin thru fights abusin tha life
of emcees not fluent as my
music i write... while i sneak between lights -
i do this every day and i dream it every night
never quit... yea ill forever spit
never been anyone thats better than this better shit
ever line that you spit.. gets dissed with a quickness -
im sick with (yea) this lip i spit with
just watch what i do when tha pen hits this
piece of paper you mother fuckin ridiculous kid
i dreamed all my life - i would live it teriific
give it and get it but shit gets wicked while livin -
i been picked for tha pickens feel sick by tha minute
so much shit i been in my pen bursts when i lift it
ever night i tuck my head ta bed for forgivness -
forget it! tha next day im right back in it
to the same things i prayed for tha night before
its like i wanna grow up but like tha pain much more -
i got girl problems, i could solve and resolve em
with a quick apology but i decided ta cause em'
now im caught up and lost in a twisted reality
wishin tha shit would dissapear an be out of me -
but 9 outta 10 times it comes back ta bite me -
an tha one that got away was so petty i might be
basically in a fight fightin my thoughts -
wantin ta do whats right but deciding whats wrong...
i am going down
im not knowin now
where this road may lead me but i know i gotta keep my head up
cause i am going down
i am going now
i dont know where ill be ij ust that your with me
i am going, i am falling
i am hoping, not to all these
thoughts that cross my mind all day
i hope and sit and cry an pray
cause i am going down
i am going now
i dont know where ill be i just hope when im there youll be with me
