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Meaning to the Madness
Can’t feel my heart thumping
All awash in a fog of gray
I hear the laughter of children playing
And for a moment I forget that he’s gone away
I feel like I’m sinking under
Time stutters at an elephant’s pace
I catch Elmo on a magazine cover
I feel the tears start rolling down my face
And I wonder why I feel so heavy
When I know I’m empty
The days meld into night
And the night’s are endless
Trapped by my silence
How could it be that the child I brought to be
Is but dust to dust
Living as a memory
I scream into the void
Longing for solace
And some meaning to the madness
I find myself in a sea of faces
I want to scream and let the heaven’s know
With the same breath I want to fade forever
I dread the blank stares . . . how could they know?
My singular pain, the endless why’s
That are driving me insane
I want to know
How could this happen to me
Was I being punished for a life I did not lead
How could it be that the child I brought to be
Is but dust to dust, living as a memory
I scream into the void
Longing for solace
And some meaning to the madness
I dream of the day when I’ll remember
The sly grin when he told a joke
The flapping hands when he got excited
The frayed collar of his favorite coat
And on that lovely day
I will not cry, but only smile and then refrain
From all my doubts, have no regrets
Transform my sorrow into a love that always lasts
It has to be that the child I brought to be
Is but dust to dust
Living as my precious memory
I do not scream into the void
I’ll find my solace
And some meaning to the madness
