The actual theme of the song came from a dance performance I saw in calgary at the 2005 yfc conference (Session2: Reality Bites) but the title is "The 2am Maskarade" because of two reasons: 1) I composed it around 2 in the morning 2) Well it's about a mask.. hahaha
Lyrics
in front there's a smile
but it just aint that easy
coz the truth rests inside
and the pain just wont leave me
i think this aint right
and its almost so silly
that my tears hide in fear
but shower when no one is near
chorus:
there's a masks that covers me whole
from head to my toe
this life is tough but i gotta go on
i hope that one day i'll be able to say
that my mask has been thrown away
when the lights are dimmed down
the darkness will show
the life i dream that i have
but you'll never know
