Started rapping about September 2004, but I'd been writing poetry for years and done text battles on rap boards once in a while. My content is far from what most females "in the game" speak on, I don't talk about Gucci and Prada, or sex all the time. I keep it real and talk about issues that are on my mind. Things that are going on in "MY" life or the lives of people I know. To me, it's all about keeping it REAL and elevating so that you can be at your best and I believe I'm well on my way to doing both.
Lyrics
never meant to hurt you, I just wanna please you
and when the pain hits, baby I would ease you
but can I ease it when the pain is me?
never knew how much you cared, I was too blind to see
2 years she was my life, my wife and my world
I love you so much, but I can’t get past the past girl
you ain’t gotta take a chance, I just wanna let you know
that I can let her go, if we just take it slow
you can say you hate me, but you know it don’t phase me
‘cause you can say the words but “actions” are reality
ain’t that what you said?…what you drilled in my head?
but still my heart bled when you said you wish me dead
I turned your heart of gold to stone cold lead
though breaking your heart was the one thing you dread
you still loved me even when you had me pegged
but now I want you back and I ain’t too proud to beg
never showed I cared, ‘cause baby I was scared
but what we had next to my ex, it don’t compare
you told me “truth” but loving her was a “dare”
her love went undeclared…‘cause she ain’t really care
not they way that you do, for the reasons you do
she only loved my money and the things it could do
but now it’s too late to see that your love was true
now me and you are through, and there is nothing I can do
can I make it up for heart break
can’t make you take another chance when your heart’s at stake
and I…wish that I could take back all the mistakes
all the pains, the body shakes and the heart aches
I was afraid to lose, but less afraid of losing you
and despite the wrong I do, you loved me through and through
but now my bullshit is done, you said “enough is enough”
I said “I love you” too much, but never showed it enough
I know you can’t believe that I made this choice
to not heed, not hear, forget the little voice
they say you never know what you got up until you lose
and like you said, I should’ve never had to choose
nobody’s winning, baby it’s all lose-lose
now my name’s printed on your heart’s latest bruise
to give us a chance, you left your ex for me
but I couldn’t even rid myself of mere memories
can I hope it’s not to late for you and me?
can I give you my heart, it’s lock and it’s key?
I’ll be the one to place you up above the rest
no “us” that’s just too hard for me to digest
I wanna be your all, your everything, your best
want you to know that nobody else can contest
without protest, you got what’s beating in my chest
and that from now on, our love will stand any test
