Lyrics
I glemse in past, about a year ago
a trip to the beach, i was bout to go
a call, in my sleep, it woke me up thou
im wonderin, what were turnin round fo
i still didnt catch what my sister said
it gramps, hes in a hospital bed
got to the house, only faces being feed
talked to he said hes not dead, *dead*
i asked my mom, what is going on here
she stated something, that i didnt wanta hear
its cancer, something no one can clear
but hes happy right now, baby nothing to fear
about 5 months later, deep in my gut
had to step out, no it wasnt a cut
my dad said my family had so much luck
goodnite, grandpa, miss you so much, but. . .
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"im sorry", only could make up time
"im sorry", write my tears ina rhyme
"im sorry", too many things are dyin
"im sorry", "im sorry"
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No tears, and no cryin, but cant hold it back
my face caught it hard like a back handed smack
try to release my pain inside this track
try to look on, but my heart has a crack
forget the past, girl its just not that easy
i wish ending it was just plain breezy
but my heart in the past was actin real sleezy
was on a crash course, like my feet was all greezy
it wasnt a dream, thats what my heart had told me
to end tha relation thats what it had shown me
i could have flipped tha script and told it to blow me
but deep inside, whos intrest could it be
it was you not me, a glemse of jeaousy
i wish you looked deeper, wish you could see
why i had to let us go, why i had to set you free
that why my way is best, for you and me, but. . .
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"im sorry", only could make up time
"im sorry", write my tears ina rhyme
"im sorry", too many things are dyin
"im sorry", "im sorry"
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was about last October, was savin for a car
was told call Detroit, wasnt to go that far
to asking my father to borrow some cash
but once again, my heart had a big slash
my half sister said, didnt anyone tell you
Al, my father, struck wit cancer too
Oh, no, i said this will make two
his last words to me was, that i love you too
