Lyrics
Fake Reality
Verse1
i see reflections on the mirror,it reflects my inner face
bringing back the inner me,pains that i shouldnt face
im traped in an empty space,dont have any other ways
fake expressions are real,memories had been cased
im being chased by these questions,where's the answers?
faking this reality arent the solution,im the devil dancer
i dance to this lulaby of death,with knife held tight
slashing and breaking through the darkness of this night
i fight till my last breath,i inhale,i exhale
failed to fill the promises,cant accept that i've failed!
im imagining these nightmare is unreal
i've been touched by dreams,they're fake fairy-tales!
suicide is as easy as it looks! why shouldnt i?
trying to kill myself? not so much fun though,right?
i punched the air with this hand-full anger
nightmares melt,burned by my blazing desires
Chorus
lightning had strucked me! coz im full of sin
my sins could not be forgiven,it had been buried within-
hell,heaven wont accept me,the world had killed me
pushing me to the edge,now im gone,ya'll shouldnt miss me
Verse2
kini terputus nyawa,sarafku tak berfungsi
setiap otot yang teguh,kan patah kini
aku jatuh,tergantung antara bumi dan langit
sesak dada,tak bernafas,kini terasa sakit
tanganku menampar pipiku,tak sedar
menilai kebenaran yang kini layu,dulu segar
keindahan takkan kekal,baru aku tau
kegembiraan bukan aku punya,tapi satu
keinginan yang tinggi,melampaui batas
teras dunia ku hancur,inikah balasan?
apa yang tinggal,aku terima,tak kisah lah
aku cuma bulan dan bintang yang bisa berpisah
realitiku menyakitkan,bayangkan
bak kehancuran harapan,aku hanya hiasan
bahasa kiasan ku,untuk menutup marah
daripada terbuka,ia akan membakar setiap zarah
(Chorus)
Verse3
i live in this fake reality,ashes of memories
bits of tears and flashes of histories
every steps i take,like a read-thru through a book
as an aspiring dreams i looked up to,i could-
easily fall down,to the floor
fuck law of gravity,so i could soar-
beneath my conscious and these feelings i have
its killing me when i suddenly couldnt catch my breath
i've been left out by the world,i used to know
i could grow,eventhough if i let go of this show
its so entertaining,though what u value is fakeness
and what i portray is,these innocent brutal faces
i always held my hands up to the sky
imagining the inner me could go out,trying to visualize
im anylizing these facts and these memories i have
death seems to be a conclusion to everything,so sad
(Chorus)
