I think the only thing that you can plan on is change. It stings a bit...wait for the dopamine!
Lyrics
How long does it take to get over someone you love but you equally hate?
And where now do you display the gifts they gave you?
How do you behave when there's no one left to save you? (I'm sorry mate, there's just no way to explain)
Perched high on a hill, I contemplate,
Recreate lost images, thrills, spills and time killed, consider fate, choice, whisper as I write in a very faint voice.
Attempt to contain myself as my thoughts get boisterous.
Soiled actions fracture and crack.
Regret gets heavy on my shoulders and back.
No lack of love,
No more push that shove,
It was out of my control like something very heavy falling from above.
I hold you in the highest regard though I told you lies when the truth got hard- I'm no pro!-
I play a poor pack of cards; four jokers dealt out with the aces all marked.
I attempt to turn back but the car was still parked,
I wanted to swim with the fish but I had to dance with a shark,
And I found out that wishing is as useless as dreaming.
I thought I proved my love for you (though my mind moved inconspicuously) WRONG!
(I guess you found that out when I played you that song)
A seamless list of grievances that you'd held all along- put into perspective...retrospectively... events that dented our innocence and wrecked our memories.
So I sit here with a pen and piece of paper,
On the same seat,
On the same hill but this time three years later and, "Hey!"
I look down and I'm wearing the same pair of jeans!
I look across this valley and I see the same sea of dreams teaming on the hillsides with the potential to realise-
But they've got nowhere to go now because we both lead different lives.
And the truth still abides with the words of the clairvoyant "This boy's not for you- but I'm sure that you'll enjoy it..."
