I am sitting in my chair
And I take a look at my life
Was it all that good?
Most of the time I ask myself why
I always had to fight
For my fucking right
To be myself
So they made life a hell
So I became what they wanted
So I became full of crap
It tooked to long before I realized it
Before I became myself
But that, that wasn't me
Society screwed up
I fucked with everyone
So I have lost more then I've won
Most of the time I ask myself why
I should continue living in this lie
I am sitting in a chair
And await the touch of death
Lost so many feelings before
So I now only feel regrets
Regrets of life
Regrets of their or my mistakes
Why didn't I notice
Their lives were such a fake
I refused to see, all that wasn't real
With my own feelings I couldn't deal
So I life now with my their mistakes
And that was the decision that they made
I am sitting in my chair
And I wait for death to come
Be course this fucking lie
Now has endured to long
