Lyrics
1- im goin outta my mind, lookin for signs, tryna justify the "why's?" n find what i gotta find in this life,
i been denied for a long time it never ever ends, n i said my goodbyes but ill remember where i been,
theres many memories n secrets i keep, i think about em before i sleep, its deep, kinda like a dream,
n everything that i see, teaches me a lesson, but all my questions, they seem to leave me always stressin,
and yes, i gotta make my way, i gotta make my fate, i gotta break away, i gotta stay awake, try not to make mistakes, maybe change my ways, of how to play this game,
the happiness, the sadness, the tears, and the laughs, everything, happens, for a reason, relax,
the madness, the panick, the wrong and the right things, it'll all make sense, just imagine what might be...
hook- everyday i wait, for fate, to take me away,
to take me to a place, where i belong, where i belong...{repeat hook-singin}
2- my life is a bitch, but i jus try to forget it,
be quiet n listen, cuz i could die any minute, you
always lyin n kiddin, youll never cry n admit it,
yo i been real since the beginnin, ill be real till its finished,
im alive n im kickin, but whats the best for me?,
whats meant for me?, whats meant to be?,
n it can mentally, be, depressin me, at times,
its juss you n me, this destiny of mine,
im tryna learn to love life, its in the mirror,
im tryna turn on the light, so i see clearer,
im tryna make it alright, everything i feel,
im tryna take it out my mind all this shit i hear,
n everybodys so dramatic, i had it,
n everybodys on my back, man, i had it,
n everybodys talkin trash, yeah i had it, so if anybody want some fuckin static you can have it.
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3- as i look back at old pictures,
when i was an infant, so innocent,
i never knew id grow to be so cold, so cold,
nothin was wrong, nothin was bad,
its been so long, since, nothin was sad,
i would just play, back in the, good ol days,
when i, never knew id be here n feel this way, oh,
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