I had lost the love of my life.. my baby's mother.. I had to jot down what I was feeling.. it's important to get things like that out, or a person will remain torn..
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babe I need you back so bad.. here's the facts..
I'm goin' mad I'm cracked up inside..
and I don't know if I can hide another tear..
it's only been a minute but a years passed..
I fear that you'll never hear my dearest..
apologies so serious.. with you I'm delerious..
I can't think straight.. damn we used to have it made
made a baby.. now I know I'm actin' crazy..
how I chase you all the time.. I'd be lieing if I said I didn't cry..
everytime a memory of you and me beats me up..
feel my heart speeding up.. while I'm fiendin' for your touch..
girl it's a rush just to think about your love..
aint no doubt your the one I wanna run to..
truth.. spoken in my verse.. and it hurts when the words..
can't merge us together.. I thought we'd be perfect..
girl I never thought forever.. would pass so fast..
and it's sad.. hurts bad.. when I think of what we had..
girl I still love you,
now I have a golden rule when it comes to me and you..
let love set the mood.. bet I'll prove my intentions..
every sentence where I mention.. you were sent as a blessing..
no there aint no question.. I aint messin' with your mind..
no pressure take your time.. babe you'll find that I'm right..
hold me tonight.. console me for life..
and Know I won't fold.. as I'm solid as a stone..
but without you I'm alone.. and it's cold.. hearts froze..
on the long windy road.. and I don't know where it goes..
stay composed as I flow.. it's the only thing I know..
that can show my emotion on this menal roller coaster..
my intents to pull her closer.. and never let her go..
til heaven takes my soul.. girl I'll show you how I roll..
I'll never lose control.. like I did at times before..
you won't see that anymore.. I'll be sure every night..
to kiss and hold you tight.. to listen when you might..
need to vent day or night.. anythings alright.. you can tell me anytime..
you have something on your mind.. babygirl you're my spine..
to support me through the times.. the importance of these lines..
is to help you understand.. that I'm doin' all I can..
to prove I'm the man.. you once knew.. take my hand..
there's room to expand.. we can make it if we try..
you and me side by side, as we stride for the finish..
be a witness to my love.. we fit like hand and glove..
there's no one else above.. there aint no waiting list..
I put my faith into this.. baby you're the one I miss..
I remember how you kiss me.. ground up we built a city..
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