This is a very deep song about thinking about commiting suicide, and no I don't feel this way. It's just a topic I can write about.
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Story behind the song
Just a song that I thought of one day, and I was trying to work on my multies and rhymes.
Lyrics
Title: Lost and Alone
Beat: Blood Money Pt. 1
You ever feel lost in life, like time was standin still
No battery in the clock, and battered and torn will
You feel ill, nothings a thrill, resolve to pills
Feel you have no skill, you spill your heart out until
You cant control it, you cock the loaded
Start to roll it, puff and hold it
Gettin high makes it easy to commit suicide
Its do or die, tie a tie round my eyes
So I dont see it blow by, I guess im shy
Afraid to die, afraid to supply
My own death, and say goodbye
I thought that a guy couldnt cry, but i cry and try
To act sly, but i just cant get by
I cant lie, I just ask myself why
Why did i do this? for antention or over anger
Not to mention, and the tension with comprehending this anger
Im in the danger zone, now my life is blown
I step off my throne
Cuz now i know im prone, to get blown, in this cyclone of feelin alone
Where you moan, grown, and the tone of your voice feels unknown
(Chorus x2: Total Freesytle)
You ever feel this way well i do
Sometime these things just come from the blue
I never knew that i thought i could do the things i do
When I think about you I get lost in the blue
