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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #8,634
Peak in subgenre #1,309
Author
$onaru$
Rights
Dnt be stealin ma shit or i will fukin sue u
Uploaded
March 25, 2005
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MP3 2.1 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
Story behind the song
I was depressed basically just lettin some steuvs out.
Lyrics
tired of worthless existence ma life is hopeless
wondering d earths surfacce witout a purpose
searchin 4 a reason 4 breathing ma life an empty fukin shell
sum1 help me outta hell pray 2 God 2 free me unto better things
finally understandin all d problems dat the chedda brings now its 2 late forced 2 face it all alone
lookin 4 ma perfect place 1 4 me 2 call a home
only ppl I trust in ma life is ma family
sadly sometimes i wish ma parents never had me
dnt get me wrong i love 2 d point of death
ma feelings 4 em cud go deeper than d oceans depth
sufferin frm within off d shit am faced wit
searchin 4 perfect peace cnt sit back and take it
seems like am slippin fallin and i cnt get up
now seekin callin God lift ma head up
Lift ma head up out d sand
help me understand ma purpose on dis planet
life is no longer worth it walk wit a death wish dat i want granted
growing up was tuff had no 1 2 look up 2
surrounded by foos who wudnt hesitate 2 fuk u
twas ruff 2 livin d life of a young teen
always stumbling on the wrong scene
aint easy knwing ur next step cud be ur last one
staring at d face of death prayin dat he pass on
sometimes it hurt living on dis cold earth
managing dis burden handed 2 me since birth
the pain within me spreading thru me like a deadly virus
on rocky ground unsound rememberng how steady life was
ma life full of fakes snakes and vipers back stabbers and biters
niggas like grim reapers witout d sycthers
difficult 2 decide who u can put ur trust in
do it wisely always gotta tread wit caution
if dis d way life be am totally fed up
am still prayin 2 God 2 lift ma head up
try 2 resist the desire 2 go thru d wicked route
times is harder death seems 2 be ma ticket out
hangin on but knwing it gonna be worse 2moro
dnt want ma fam followin in ma hearse in sorrow
this world we placed in filled wit all dis aggrevation
daily facing hard times and situations
we supposed 2 be brothers livin in peace and harmony
how many times i try 2 free the streets tight hand on me
everywhere i go death be trailin ma steps
i try 2 run but now i feel him breathin dwn ma neck
done a lot of bad things mad sins dat i regret
if i cud take it back i wud in a single sec
sometimes i wish i cud turn back the hands of time
got a lot of bad memories trapped on ma mind
gotta remain strong and hope it let up
I knw 1 day he gonna lift ma head up
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